frailty

I know I said i'm not worth saving, I know you tried before
我知道我曾說過我並不值得被拯救，我也知道你曾試圖將我救贖
I always knew you grew to hate the parts of me I hated more
我也一直知道你對我是如此的深惡痛絕，但我對我自身更甚
Just cut me up, stitch me back together
來刨開我吧，再一併縫起來
Rearrange the pieces, build me up to tear me down
來將屬於我的碎片重新組合起來吧，再將我毀的支離破碎
(You look at me like a stranger)
（你看向我的眼神是如此的冷漠)
You look at me like a stranger
你看向我的眼神是如此的冷漠，就彷佛我是過路人一般
You look at me like a long lost son
你看向我的眼神，就彷佛我是你迷失的孩子一般
Oh dearest mother, you gave me my name
噢我親愛的母親，是你賜予了我名字
I asked for nothing, you asked for me to change
我無事向你相求，而你讓我去試圖改變自己
With imperfection we're already stained
我們早已身負罪孽，滿身污點
And when it's all over, we'll never be the same
但當一切都結束之後，我們將殊途異路
I feel their hands around my neck
無形的手扼住我的頸間
Contorting, moulding all the thoughts in my head
它們正在一點點扭曲我的思想，重鑄我的思考
I'm not a man you can mend
我是無法被你拯救的
But rest assured, you'll see me break before I bend
但有一件事毫無疑問，我，寧碎不屈
What does it matter in the end?
所以，就這樣走至終局又有何妨？
Build me up to tear me down
我生而向死
You look at me like a stranger
你看向我的眼神是如此的冷漠，就彷佛我是過路人一般
I'm only trying to be someone
我只是想成為你們心目中的那個某人而已啊
Oh holy father, i'm calling your name
噢我的天父啊，我誠摯地呼喊著你的名字
I don't deserve this, You don't deserve me to change
我不配享有這世間的一切，你也不配我去做出任何改變
This self -indulgence, this sick selfish game
這種自私病態的遊戲，只不過是自我的沉溺
Serves a constant reminder, we'll never be the same
我在侍奉中不斷提醒自己，我們將殊途異路
Oh fallen brother, you swore that you'd stay
噢我墮落的兄弟啊，你曾發誓過你會留在我身邊
I guess it's over, I guess that's the price we pay
但我猜，所有的一切都結束了，大概我們付出的代價即是如此
And in the darkness, I still hear you say
在一片漆黑中，我仍能聽見你所說的
'If we ever survive this, we'll never be the same'
“如果我們都能存活下來，最終我們也將殊途異路。”