END IN MIND. (feat. yesterday, thebreathingbackwards)

On average I been feeling less than lowkey
I been riding solo plot twist
This ain’t no movie
My inconsistency to breathe,Has taken toll
My lungs gasping for love
I swallow the knife whole(I swallow the knife whole)
Just to cut out my heart
Just to show you i’m able
To **** up my life
Put an end to this fable
My ears start to ring
And my head starts to spin
Where the **** have you been
Don’t just stand there come in
It takes everything in me
To make it through another day
At least the start and end with you
At least they used to
I don’t know what to do
I’m in a ****** mood
I been awasting my day
Inside of my bed,I can’t ******* move
Don’t try to call me now
Don’t try to calm me down
I need a break so i can rebuild
I’m sorry you saw me drown
Drown in my thoughts
I know i'm a lost
But i been along with the demons in my head
They're all that i got
They're all that i got
They pull me apart
I drown in my thoughts