A sinners story

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How I aint see it?
Hah, hah, hah
Dave-O, make me a slap (Hey)
Reporting live from the trenches where *****s dont get the message
My youngin went and picked up a weapon after detention
His mama dont be feelin what he reppin, she be stressin like
His venting sessions are treacherous adolescents
Remind me what we doin when the pot be brewin
It seem we only love each other at our partner viewing
And you gon smoke your distant cousin when you run into him
Cause he start takin up for suckers like you never knew him
Swear on my life, I lost my soul with my rights
Caught my first hammer charge, I started gainin my stripes
Hood phone blessed you tonight
How the Lord on my side when Im tryna die?
Think Hell forgive me for anything but a homicide
And when I sleep at night, I get to thinkin
All these ghetto angels, they had to die for a reason
Wanna question God, but they tell me Im overthinkin
And its a long road when you walkin it with your demons
At least you got some company with you, we need a friend sometimes
Its too much weight on my spine, but I pretend sometimes
Never drop no dime
Participate in the streets, so I could die by the iron, about time
Write my name on the dotted line
This a goonbody ambiance, I be slidin
Out the dirt , prefer grimy when it come to mine
Gettin chips, but you could die about a nickel, dime
A different slime, *****
A sinnersstory, so where the **** I begin?
Aint no happy endings, we thuggin until the end
Childhood friends, Ill never see em again
But never seein God make it easy to go and sin
Went and gave the meds up early, but I been thinkin bout em
Went and got my breads up, Geekin, but I been thinkin bout you
If I could give it up, gangster, I wouldnt eat without you
When we was thuggin, I never chewed on the beef without you
Slidin on them late nights, glizzy support the K
Catch me slidin through yall side, tryna **** up your mama day
Its hard to kill at first when your conscience be in the way
You dont feel that **** when your ****** exit his face
Ever had your close friend put your name in a case?
Wanna kill him but you cant cause you loved him under the hate
Ever had your close friend coil into a snake?
He was shedding in my house, it was right in front of my face
Ever had your best friend freeze up and catch a slug?
Ever heard the judge hammer and give your brother a dub?
Sittin on them jail phones, wonderin who I love
Wont nobody answer for me, assumin yall havin fun
Lost you to a lick, if I was home, I wouldve stopped you, *****
The golden child, so Im trippin if I just pop a *****
Stop by, make it even, I hit your partner, *****
****, I feel better when I drop a *****, huh?
A sinners story, so where the **** I begin?
Aint no happyendings, we thuggin until the end
Childhood friends, Ill never see em again
But never seein God make it easy to go and sin
Went and gave the meds up early, but I been thinkin bout em
Went and got my breads up, Geekin, but I been thinkin bout you
If I could give it up, gangster, I wouldnt eat without you
When we was thuggin, I never chewed on the beef without you