Let me try again

I Know I said that I was leaving
But I couldnt say goodbye
It was only self deceiving
To walk away from someone who
Means everything in life to you
You learn from every lonely day
Ive learned and now Im back to say
I was such a fool to doubt you
To try to go it all alone
Theres no sense in life without you
Now all I do is just exist
And think about the chance Ive missed
To beg, is not an easy task
Pride,such a foolish mask
Let me try again
Think of all we had before
Let me try once more
We can have it all
You and I again
Please forgive me or III die
Let me try again