self destructive

Self-destructive tendencies
That I have are killing me slowly
But that's fine
I like the way it feels
Yeah,I,I like the way it feels
When I think that I 'm leaving
And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human
Where did I go wrong this time?
If I don't wake up
I'm better off
I 'll finally catch up on my sleep
I've been so lost
3 am thoughts
Are building a new home just for me
If I don't wake up
I'm better off
I'll finally catch up on my sleep
I've been so lost
3 am thoughts
Are building a new home just for me
Tell me I won't be this way forever
I can't do this for much longer
Does anyone give a ****?
I don't think that's the case
I wanna be anywhere else but here
Lately it's been getting hard to feel
But I'm getting used to it(I'm getting used to it)
If I don't wake up
I'm better off
I 'll finally catch up on my sleep
I've been so lost
3 am thoughts(Ayy)
Are building a new home just for me
(If I don't wake up)
(If I don't wake up)
If I don't wake up
I'm better off
I'll finally catch up on my sleep
I've been so lost
3 am thoughts
Are building a new home just for me