Darkness

Nothing's making sense inside my head I feel so lost again
All I do is ring to make me feel like I'm myself again
I wish you were here to help me be someone I wanna be
I'm just lost inside and all I do is write about this shit
I never really thought I’d get lost in the darkness
Tell another lie, tell me that I’m heartless
I’m a looking glass, you can see through me
Tell me that we’re friends, but you never were a friend to me
Mr cellophane, all I ever know is pain
You all laughed as I cried, then forgot my name
You all laughed as I died on the inside
You don’t wanna see what I’m like on the inside
They never really tell you bout going to a dark place
“I love you” doesn’t help all the mistakes
You could hear the words but you’re staring at a blank space
If I need help, bet you wouldn’t show face
I need help, bet you wouldn’t visit my grave
When I’m not useful, I just get replaced
When I’m not smiling, I just get no texts
Useless, wrap a noose on my neck
You never did what you said
And now I feel like I'm dead
I just wanted you here
So we could fix all this shit
I never wanna love you too much
But I did, I did, I did
Nothing's making sense inside my head I feel so lost again
All I do is ring to make me feel like I'm myself again
I wish you were here to help me be someone I wanna be
I'm just lost inside and all I do is write about this shit
I'm dealing with anxiety
I feel like it's a part of me
I feel so ****ing clueless, jumping to conclusions, I think that I'm numb
I'm dealing with anxiety
I feel like it's a part of me
I feel so ****ing clueless, jumping to conclusions, I think that I'm numb