lose

How could I forget
我怎麼會忘記
The girl with the sunken eyes
那個眼神深邃的女孩
How could I regret
我怎麼會後悔
Laying next to you
對於曾躺在你身邊這件事
Getting high again
心情愉悅到了極致
To mute my memories
當記憶漸漸歸於平淡後
You know I pretend
你知道我在裝作無事發生，一切安好
Theres nothing else to do
但現在的我，無所事事

你真的在考驗我的耐心嗎？
You really test my patience
要知道對我而言這很難抉擇
You know its hard for me to choose
我總是過於自滿
I always get complacent
所以故事的結尾
And either way I turn I lose
我似乎真的失敗了
I lose
我們就這樣錯過了
I lose
現在一切都無法挽回了
I lose
曾告訴自己生活總要繼續

但現狀仍然如此未曾有任何改變
Said I'm moving on
謹以此歌獻於你
But this don't feel like change
但一瞬間卻覺得這些字眼如此陌生
Wrote to you this song
它們並不能證明我因何而錯
But all the words sound strange
但我感受到它們蘊含的深意
They can't prove me wrong
那是希望能獲得歸屬的心意
But I feel their energy
我無法找到那條正確的道路
Wanted to belong
你是在考驗我的耐心嗎？
But I can't find a way
要知道對我而言這很難抉擇

有時我試著去安慰自己
You really test my patience
但可惜最終都未能成功
You know its hard for me to choose
所以你真的下定決心了嗎？
I always get complacent
但要捨棄某些事又談何容易
And either way I turn I lose
我總是告訴自己一切都會沒事

但面對現狀所有幻想皆敗下陣來
You really test my patience
溺於失敗
You know its hard for me to choose
患得患失
I always get complacent
無法釋懷
And either way I turn I lose

I lose
I lose
I lose