eyes closed

I know it's a bad idea
儘管這並不是個好主意
But how can I help myself
但我又該如何自救呢
Been inside for most this year
這年裡幾乎不怎麼出門
And I thought a few drinks they might help
或許小酌幾杯會讓我好受些

It's been a while my dear
但親愛的已經過去這麼久
Dealing with the cards life dealt
生活瑣碎讓我忙碌
I'm still holding back these tears
我還是很倔強不想流淚
While my friends are somewhere else
儘管我的朋友們都身在遠方

I pictured this year a little bit different when it hit February
本想著到二月今年將會有變化
I step in the bar, it hit me so hard
我走進酒吧時果然生活還是如此殘酷
Oh how can it be this heavy?
怎會如此壓抑呢
Every song reminds me you're gone
每首歌都讓我回憶起你的離去
And I feel the lump form in my throat
我似乎如鯁在喉不知所言
'Coz I'm here alone
畢竟此刻我未有你相伴

Just dancing with my eyes closed
就輕閉雙眼盡情起舞吧
'Coz everywhere I look I still see you
不論我走到何處你的身影仍若隱若現
Time is moving so slow
歲月悠悠流逝
And I don't know what else that I can do
我不知該如何是好
So I'll keep dancing with my eyes closed
於是我輕閉上雙眼繼續跳著舞
So I'll keep dancing with my
於是我輕閉上雙眼繼續跳著舞

Delusion is here again
再度深陷錯覺中
And I think you'll come home soon
本以為你很快就會回來
A word brings me right back in
但那個字讓我不禁回首
Then it's only me that's in this room
房間內我孤身一人
I guess I could just pretend
或許我能裝作
The colours are more than blue
生活的色彩遠不止於悲傷
But I lost more than my friend
但我失去的才不僅是朋友
I can't help but missing you
我對你的思念無法自拔

I pictured this month a little bit different no one is ever ready
本以為今年會有所改變但總會令人始料未及
And when it unfolds you get in a hole
迷茫的未來讓你千瘡百孔
Oh how can it be this heavy?
怎會如此壓抑呢
Everything changes, nothing's the same
一切都已天翻地覆
Except the truth is now you're gone
但沒能改變你走的事實
And life just goes on
生活還是得繼續

So I'm dancing with my eyes closed
就輕閉雙眼盡情起舞吧
'Coz everywhere I look I still see you
不論我走到何處你的身影仍若隱若現
Time is moving so slow
歲月悠悠流逝
And I don't know what else that I can do
我不知該如何是好
So I'll keep dancing with my eyes closed
於是我輕閉上雙眼繼續跳著舞
So I'll keep dancing with my eyes closed
於是我輕閉上雙眼繼續跳著舞
Oh I'll keep dancing with my
我輕閉上雙眼繼續跳著舞

They're shutting the bar
酒吧打烊
They're cleaning the floor
工作人員在清掃地面
And everyone is already home
所有人都回到了家裡
But I'm on my own
唯獨我還是隻身一人

Still dancing with my eyes closed
就輕閉雙眼盡情起舞吧
'Coz everywhere I look I still see you
不論我走到何處你的身影仍若隱若現
Time is moving so slow
歲月悠悠流逝
And I don't know what else that I can do
我不知該如何是好
So I'll keep dancing with my eyes closed
於是我輕閉上雙眼繼續跳著舞
Oh I'll keep dancing with my eyes closed
於是我輕閉上雙眼繼續跳著舞
Oh I'll keep dancing with my
我輕閉上雙眼繼續跳著舞