forever in my mind

Forever in my mind, always search
那些事一直在我心底，一直再找尋
But cannot find, was looking for your love
無處找尋你的愛
But you just left me behind
你把我丟在一邊
I feel very numb, cause my soul already died
我感到麻木，靈魂快要消散
I feel very dumb, cause now I know she lied
我對一切感到提不起勁來，因為她開始對我說謊了
Look up at the sky, and I ask the gods why
看著天空，試問上帝這是為什麼
Walking all alone, need nobody by my side
一個人行走，不需要陪伴
Put me in my grave, I been thinking every night
每晚都想著，何時把我丟進墳墓裡
Would it be that bad if I left it all behind
如果我也撇下一切，會很糟糕嗎
Tired of my life, always cry and get in fights
對生活感到厭倦，想哭又想打架
I know I'm no good, cut my skin up with the knife
我知道我沒有什麼價值，想要切下自己的一塊肉
Kissed me on my lips, and turned my heart just like the ice
曾親吻著我，卻又對我如此冷淡
I am not okay, I am not alright
我整個人都不好了，一點也不好
I am not alright (x3)
一點也不像我嘴上說的“我沒什麼事”
Forever in my mind, always search
那些事一直在我心底，一直再找尋
But cannot find , was looking for your love
無處找尋你的愛
But you just left me behind
你把我丟在一邊
Forever in my mind, always search
那些事一直在我心底，一直再找尋
But cannot find, was looking for your love
無處找尋你的愛
But you just left me behind
你把我丟在一邊
Different cities every night, fall in love, you lose your life
每晚呆在不同的城市，陷入你的愛，卻丟掉了自己的生活
On the acid, see the lights, on the stage
嗑者藥，在台上看著燈紅酒綠
I'm super high, blacking in and ****ing out
我喝高了，迷迷糊糊的
All these people used to doubt
這些人原本都懷疑著我
Act like they don't ****ing dream
就像他們沒有夢想似的
So much fake up in this scene
這場鬧劇裡太多虛假的人
It's ****in toxic, I'm barely breathing
讓人難以呼吸
But I'm flexin, and I'm flossin
但我仍然在瀟灑
And they ****ing think they're stunting
他們覺得他們很牛
It's ****ing nothing, their music sounds disgusting
但其實啥也不是，他們的歌聽的讓我噁心
In a race but I'm cheating
我在藉助其他東西
Yeah i'm taking drugs to run away from demons
是的我依靠藥物遠離痛苦
Don't know who you are talking all that nonsense
不知道你在說什麼，只覺得毫無道理
Pull up leave, you bleeding, your head looking like a faucet
車開走滾吧，你在流血，你的頭看起來像個流紅水的水龍頭
Cause it's dripping, give me any beat you know I ain't missing
你知道的，給我什麼樣的beat我都不會讓你失望
Tell that girl I'm on a mission, I don't want love
告訴她我現在蒸蒸日上，不需要什麼狗屁愛情
I hate the attention
我討厭別人的關注