If I'm Being Honest

你有你自己的問題困擾
You got your issues
我能理解但我也是如此
I get that but so do I
那不是逃避問題的藉口
That's not an excuse to hide
在你醜陋的尊嚴的背後
Behind your ugly pride
這怎麼能如此簡單容易

你說謊是如何這樣輕易
How was it so easy
當我給予我的真心信任
So damn easy for you to lie
你就只是浪費我的時間
When I give my heart my trust
但如果我坦誠交代的話，我還是想念你的
You just waste my time
但與此同時我又深深痛恨著你

你曾經違背了你的諾言，現在我已不知道
But if I'm being honest I miss you
什麼是真的什麼又是虛假謊言
But I hate you at the same time
若我直話直說我不想就此放手
You broke your promise now I don't know
但我曾愛上的那個人已不是我熟知的那個
What was real or a lie
如果要我直話直說的話
If I'm being honest I don't wanna let go
走到這裡已再也回不去
But I fell in love with someone that I don't know
你已做了你的所作所為
If I'm being honest
你就將伴著這生活下去

事到如今已是無法挽回
There's no coming back from this
你的行為早已不可撤銷
You did what you did
你便將會與之共度餘生
And you gotta live with it, yeah yeah
你說我瘋了，是我失去了理智
There's no coming back from this
但這就是你讓我感受到的樣子
You did what you did
我給予了你那麼多，好似還是不夠
And you gotta live with it
你所做的就只是留了下來

讓我心煩意亂，鋪好了你自己的床
You called me crazy
只為現在你就要躺在其上
But you made me feel this way
你就獨自一人，毫不理睬你的手機
I gave you so much, it wasn't enough
你已經是無話可說，只剩冷漠
All you did was stay
但如果我坦誠交代的話，我還是牽掛你的
Messed with my head, you made your bed
但與此同時我又深深痛恨著你
Now in it you'll lay
你曾經違背了你的諾言，現在我已不知道
You're all alone ignoring your phone
什麼是真相什麼又是虛偽謊言
You've got nothing to say
若我直話直說我不想就此放手

但我曾深深愛著的那個人已經是完全陌生
But if I' m being honest I miss you
如果要我直話直說的話
But I hate youat the same time
走到這裡已再也回不去
You broke your promise now I don't know
你已做了你的所作所為
What was real or a lie
你就將伴著這生活下去
If I'm being honest I don't wanna let go
事到如今已是覆水難收
But I fell in love with someone that I don' t know
你的行為早已木已成舟
If I'm being honest
你便將會與之共度餘生

那樣厭倦了努力，嘗試
There's no coming back from this
但當你還在否認，抵賴
You did what you did
說你從來都沒有撒過謊
And you gotta live with it, yeah yeah
而現在你已經躲了起來
There's no coming back from this
你甚至都無法試圖修補
You did what you did
你那些惡劣的種種行徑
And you gotta live with it
你已將我撕成了碎片，任我殘破

而你現在是那個無言以對的人了
So tired of trying and trying
現在我的夜晚就只剩下輾轉無眠
While you were denying
因為你目睹了我的弱點加以利用
That you never lied
那一點點，細碎零散的些許弱點
And now you've gone in hiding
我比我本來該給予的奉獻了更多
You can't even try to fix
What you did
我討厭你，還有你那些所作所為
You ripped me to pieces
而我不能將之忘卻，也不能原諒
Yeah you're the one speechless
但傷心的真相是我無法將你忘懷
Now my nights are sleepless
讓你離開我的頭腦，消失於記憶
'Cause you saw my weakness
事到如今已是覆水難收
A little, not even
你的行為早已木已成舟
I gave more than I had to give
我則將會與之共度餘生
Oh-whoa-oh

I hate you, what you did
And I can't get over it
But the sad fact is I can't get you
Out of my head

There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And I gotta live with it