The Truth I’ll Never Tell

How long's it been, it must be months
有多久了呢…應該有好幾個月了吧
I swear this time I meant to keep in touch
這次我一定會好好和你溝通
Like always
就像往常一樣
I'm calmly coasting off the rails
我看起來很冷靜，但精神已經脫軌
My teeth in battle with my fingernails
我開不了牙關
Like always
一如往常
And I could tell you how I've really been
我想告訴你我真實的過去
But would you even want to know
但你是真的想知道嗎…
Don't want to bring you down, down, down
我不想把你帶入這種情緒，低落，消沉，壓抑
If I open my mouth I'm only gonna bring you
如果我開口，你就會被捲入我的痛苦
Down, down, down
低落，消沉，壓抑
Bring you down, down, down
和你一起陷入低落，消沉，壓抑
Bring you down
和你一起墮落
I organise the kitchen shelf
我整理好了廚具架
But I've been dwelling on my mental health
但是卻整理不好心裡的混亂
Like always
就像往常一樣
I'm bitter when I feel alone
我很孤獨，很痛苦
I consciously confiscate my phone
我主動把手機交給了你
It's a small change
就從這裡開始改變吧
And I could tell you how I've really been
我想告訴你我真實的過去
But would you even want to know
但你是真的想要知道嗎…
Don't want to bring you down, down, down
我不想把你帶入這種情緒，低落，消沉，壓抑
If I open my mouth I'm only gonna bring you
如果我開口，你就會被捲入我的痛苦
Down, down, down
低落，消沉，壓抑
Bring you down, down, down
和你一起陷入低落，消沉，壓抑
Feel the darkest cloud creeping in
感覺好像被最厚的烏雲籠罩著
I'd tell you but I wouldn't want to bring you
我很想告訴你，但是我不想你也陷入其中
Down, down, down
低落，消沉，壓抑
Bring you down, down, down
和你一起陷入低落，消沉，壓抑
Bring you down
和你一起墮落
Turn around, you're gone again
我環顧四周，你已經離去
I know I'll see you now and then
我會在之後某天找你
You say and hello and how you've been
你會和我打招呼，問我近來怎樣
I say that I'm not better yet
我會說…我還是感覺很不好
Turn around, you're gone again
我環顧四周，你已經離去
I know I'll see you now and then
我會在之後某天找你
You say and hello and how you've been
你會和我打招呼，問我近來怎樣
I say that I'm not better yet
我會說…我還是感覺很不好
Turn around, you're gone again
我環顧四周，你已經離去
I know I'll see you now and then
我會在之後某天找你
You say and hello and how you've been
你會和我打招呼，問我近來怎樣
I say that I
我會說…我
Don't want to bring you down, down, down
我不想你裹挾在這種情緒中，低落，消沉，壓抑
If I open my mouth I'm only gonna bring you
如果我開口，你就會被捲入我的痛苦
Down, down, down
低落，消沉，壓抑
Bring you down, down, down
和你一起陷入低落，消沉，壓抑
Feel the darkest cloud creeping in
感覺好像被最厚的烏雲籠罩著
I'd tell you but I wouldn't want to bring you
我很想告訴你，但是我不想你也陷入其中
Down, down, down
低落，消沉，壓抑
Bring you down, down, down
和你一起陷入低落，消沉，壓抑
Bring you down
和你一起墮落
Down (down, down, down)
低落，消沉，壓抑，墮落
Bring you down (down, down, down)
和你一起低落，消沉，壓抑，墮落
Down (down, down, down)
低落，消沉，壓抑，墮落
Bring you down (down, down, down)
和你一起低落，消沉，壓抑，墮落