The Voice

[Intro]
(Turn me up, Josh)
Turn Me Up Josh製作
[Verse 1]
I was goin' through that pain alone
我獨自一人承擔了所有的傷痛
I was goin' through that phase alone
孤身一人在傷痛的風雨中周旋
We all change, you say I change alone
我們都難逃改變，但你卻說只是我一人在改變
Sleepless nights, barely changin' clothes
無數個不眠之夜，我都和衣而臥
You know damn right you was wrong
你明明知道你自己做錯了
I was tired, they didn't realize
我已是身心俱疲，但他們卻未有絲毫察覺
Certain vibes, it don't feel right
我知道我某些感覺是完全錯誤的
Plenty nights got me traumatized
無數個夜晚都使我精神受創
Why they lie? I do love my guys
我為什麼要撒謊？我真的愛著我的兄弟們
You lookin' crazy, know the trenches raised me
你看我像在看一個怪胎，你知道我是在槍林彈雨里長大的
I' m Durkio, but I'm Chicago JAY-Z
我是Lil Durk，但我號稱芝加哥的Jay-Z
And I was scared how that money made me
我很害怕那筆錢會使我變成什麼樣子
I caught a vibe today, was lookin' crazy
我今天又感受到一種不對的氛圍，這太瘋狂了
Money ran low, right? Felons can't vote , right?
之前賺的錢即將消耗殆盡，緊接著我又失去了投票權
I can't even vote for who I believe in, shit ain't goin' right
我的重罪犯身份意味著我甚至不能投票給我信任的人，這一切都糟透了
I didn't drop a tear inside the funeral, I ain't mourn right
我在葬禮上哀悼卻沒有掉一滴眼淚
And I nut in all the hoes I ****, I blame the porn site
我糟蹋了不少水靈靈的女人，我把罪責都推到hs網站身上
[Chorus]
Please don't turn away from me
請你不要離我而去
I got enough on my plate tryna turn away, tryna turn away
我身上的麻煩事已經夠多了，我想改變自己
Became the voice of the streets and my people ain't believe in me
立志成為街頭之聲，但人們卻不相信我
I'm supportive of the streets and them people ain't believe in me
我支持街頭遊行，但人們卻不支持我
[Verse 2]
Quarantine what? I'm just tryna make a buck
為什麼要隔離我？我只想賺到筆錢
Talkin' to my dawg, he be actin' like he stuck
跟我的兄弟說話，他走不出他的傷心往事
Favorite gun a Glock, it slipped up, what a month
我最喜歡的格洛克手槍已經在抽屜裡靜靜地躺了一個月
Throw it in they face every time I hold it up
每次我舉起來，都扔到他們臉上
Granny ain't feelin' too well
奶奶的身體每況愈下
Shootout with the police, I ain't goin' to jail
跟條子鬥智斗勇，我可不想蹲號子
How you actin' off a case, you'll know if you tell
我希望你能學會怎麼處理一個事情，如果你說出去你就知道什麼後果了
I know a nigga from the hood, he'll serve with no scale
我認識的每個兄弟都會竭盡全力地幫助我
Watchin' Bands make a play, I seen him score in the mail
賺得盆滿缽滿，銀行賬戶餘額翻番
Gave him thirty-nine years, I heard him cry in the cell
判了他39年徒刑，我彷佛聽到他在監獄哭泣的聲音
Even though I 'm gettin' big, I bought a MAC through my Zelle
即使我今年紅得發紫，我也拋巨資買下MAC火器
Took a picture on my block, they think I'm back in the field
在我生活的街區拍張照片，他們以為我又開始混了
[Chorus]
Please don't turn away from me
請你不要離我而去
I got enough on my plate tryna turn away, tryna turn away
我身上的麻煩事夠多了，我想要改變自己
Became the voice of the streets and my people ain't believe in me
立志成為街頭之聲，但人們卻不相信我
I'm supportive of the streets and them people ain't believe in me
我支持街頭遊行，但人們卻不支持我