this送我n通常EA thing

Lately Ive been such a mess
最近我一團糟
Smoking more and speaking less
很少說話，抽煙很多
Haunting memories from my head
縈繞在我腦海中的記憶
All my demons want me dead
所有的魔鬼都想讓我死
And calluses on my fingertips
還有指尖上的老繭
Snap strings with sounds I reminisce
用回憶的聲音彈奏弦樂
It tore me apart seeing you with him
看到你和他在一起，我心都碎了
But writing this song wont change a thing
但是寫這首歌並不能改變什麼
So lately Ive been a mess
所以最近我一團糟
Smoking more and speaking less
很少說話，抽煙很多
Haunting memories from my head
縈繞在我腦海中的記憶
All my demons want me dead
所有的魔鬼都想讓我死
Wake up, take a breath
起床，吃了早餐
Ive been struggling
我一直在掙扎
With getting these words off my chest
把這些話一吐為快
Yelling out I give up maybe this is just a test
大喊我放棄了，也許這只是個測試
The only thing that gets me
唯一讓我不爽的是
Are these strings they tell the past
這些弦代表過去
But let me try
讓我嘗試一下吧
Let me try
讓我試試
Let me try
讓我試試
Ive been such a mess and that I cant deny
我的生活一團糟，我無法否認
My demons want me dead
那些惡魔想讓我去死
Well, they should get a life
他們應該有自己的生活
This is therapy wouldnt get it if you tried but
這是治療也不會得到的，但如果你嘗試
But Ill play guitar until Im dead
但我會一直彈吉他，直到死去
Cause itll stick by me until the end
因為它才是會一直伴隨我直到最後的
So lately Ive been a mess
所以最近我一團糟
Ive been a ****ing wreck
我一直都是個廢物
Lately Ive been such a mess
最近我的腦子越來越亂
Smoking more and speaking less
說話越來越少
Haunting memories from my head
腦子裡的記憶越來越少
All my demons want me dead
所有的惡魔都想要我死