Fixated

Everyday I wake up on my own
Even when youre right next to me
And I feel like I never left home
Always too damn scared to leave
And I hate that youll never admit it
Even when I know that its a lie
Just know that Ill never forget it
And its there in the back of my mind

So I choose to stay
Despite all your future mistakes
Im blinded by love that isnt enough
Fixated on what couldve been us
Fixated on what shouldve been us babe
What couldve been us

Yesterday helped me figure you out
Youre the one when making me crazy
You love when Im screaming out loud
The next day youre calling me baby
And I know what I said
But baby dont change
I love all the fights
I love all the games
And I hate but I have to admit it
Making up is what keeps me around

So I choose to stay
Despite all my future mistakes
Im blinded by love that isnt enough
Fixated on what couldve been us
Fixated on what shouldve been us babe
What couldve been us

Im blinded by love
Fixated on
Im fixated on
What shouldve been us babe
What couldve been us babe