The Drug In Me Is Reimagined

I heard a knock upon my door the other day
前幾天我聽到有人敲門
l opened it to find death staring in my face
我打開門發現死神盯著我的臉
The feel of mortal stelking still reverberates
死的痛楚仍在迴盪
Everywhere l go, I drag this coffin Just in case
不管去哪兒，我都拖著棺材以防萬一
Mybody's trembling sends shivers down my spine
我的脊椎隨著身子顫抖
A drenaline kicks in shifts into overdrive
我膽顫心驚
Your secrets keep you sick your lies keep you alive
保密使人難受，謊言讓人存活
Snake eyes every single time you roll with crooked dice
厄運纏身
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
在絕望中掙扎
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred-year-old house
黑暗縈繞我心
I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
內心糾結，應付別人
Running from my past I'm praying 'Feet, don't fail me now
我躲避過去，祈禱光明未來
I've lost my goddamn mind, it happens all the time
我常常失去理智
I can't believe I'm actually meant to be here
讓我毀滅吧，我心裡的創傷就是你啊
Trying to consume, the drug in me is you
我甚至不敢相信這是命中註定的
And I'm so high on misery, can't you see?
我太痛苦了，你看不出來嗎？
I've got these questions always running through my head
我腦海裡常常浮現這些問題
So many things that I would like to understand
我想知道的事數不勝數
If we are born to die and we all die to live
生死輪迴，周而復始
Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?
如果這樣，生命又有什麼意義呢？
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
在絕望中掙扎
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred-year-old house
黑暗縈繞我心
I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
內心糾結，應付別人
Running from my past I'm praying 'Feet, dont fail me now'
我躲避過去，祈禱光明未來
I've lost my goddamn mind, it happens all the time
我常常失去理智
I can't believe l'm actually meant to be here
讓我毀滅吧，我心裡的創傷就是你啊
Trying to consume the drug in me is you
我甚至不敢相信這是命中註定的
And I'm so high on misery cant you see?
我太痛苦了，你看不出來嗎？
I've lost myself
我失去自我
You tried to reach me, but you just can't help me
你試圖幫助我，但你卻束手無策
So long, goodbye
再見，再見了
You tried to save me, it won't work this time cause now
你試圖救我，但不可能了
I've lost my ****ing mind, and there's no ****ing time
因為我失去自我，沒有時間了
I can't believe I'm actually meant to be here
讓我毀滅吧，我心裡的創傷就是你啊
Trying to consume, the drug in me is you
我甚至不敢相信這是命中註定的
And 'm so high on misery,cant you see?
我太痛苦了，你看不出來嗎？
Can't you see?
你看不出來嗎？
Cant you see?
你看不出來嗎？
Can't you, can't you
你看不出來嗎？
Can't you see?
你看不出來嗎？
Can't you see?
你看不出來嗎？