Cross My Heart

Son of a *************,
Jason wants to slit his wrists
But Ill tell you like this, shouldnt take the risk
Knowin the consequences well
The suicidal suckers end up in hell
Some rather be dead then living in sincause the planet is ************* up and misled
By fools like you
Runnin round tellin mother ******s what they can and cant do
Butterflys in my stomach
Make me wanna vomit cause
I know doomsday is coming
Jasons facin life or death, its do or die
And as he take a deep breath he wonders who will cry
The only one who really cares is you and
IBut your the only one who really knew why
Lifes a ****** ******* from beginning to end and then you die
Living the life of sin and why
I can see it in your eyes
Im not suprised
As you cross your heart and hope to die
Living your life on the edge of panic
But still you maniccause you was born a schizophrenic
Never knew life was a *************, but it is so hard
Im living low in the graveyard
Take a trip to another side another place
Lying in a casket wit a dead mans face
Who gives a ********* **** about you, nobody but you
But I didnt have to tell you take cause thats something you already knew
Just like a razor to the wrist
Im a cut you quick
Last dying words is
Im a son of a *************
Son of a gun and
Ive just begun to bleed
As I scream
Jesus christ and fall to my knees
And as everyone cries they wonder why
I cross my heart and hope to die
My rhyme is a nine to the forehead
And once you push play youll pull the trigga and now your dead
A suicidal homicidal homicidal suicidal recital
Is what I recite when
Im on the mic
At midnight
Ill smother you like crib death
And find my record spinning
Youll never no
I was grinnin when
I did that
This is the
U-N-H-O-L-
YDeadly, like pesticide
So just step aside
Once I knew a little girl was playin my tape on
SundayThey found her in some headphones dead on
MondayHanging from a chandelier the only thing to fear is fear
When you get them butterflies you know the
Unholy is near
Some disappear and never be found
Some are smothered by the rhythm and then drown
And when I blow your mind your wont know why
Youll soon cross your heart and hope to die