beautiful scar

It hurt
It really hurt at first
Im not good with feelings
And talking only makes it worse
Never believed in
Anything I couldnt see
But for some reason
Youre gone and it feels bittersweet
Cause all you left
Is a beautiful scar
But its enough
To feel light in the dark
I hope youre there
If heavens a real place
I hope youre there
And youre better now
And that its everything you thought it would be
I guess all I want you to know
Is that its hard but Im letting you go
Its not fair
Oh, no
Take care
You know
I wanted you to carry on
But its okay
Just hope youre proud of what Ive become
Wish you could meet them
Theyre everything you wanted for me
Wish you could see how
I figured it out and I found peace
Cause all you left
Was a beautiful scar
But its enough
To feel light in the dark
I hope youre there
If heavens a real place
I hope youre there
And youre better now
And that its everything you thought it would be
I guess all I want you to know
Is that its hard but Im letting you go
Its not fair
Oh, no
Oh, and you were working every day to come back to ungrateful faces
And you just could not take anymore
And it was hard and I felt helpless
And I wish I could have said this
But you left and I accept it now
Hope youre there
If heavens a real place
I hope youre there
And youre better now
And that its everything you thought it would be
I guess all I want you to know
Is that its hard but Im letting you go
I hope youre there
Oh, no
Take care
Take care