Still

lts been a long time since we last spoke
我們已經很久沒說過話了
Cause I wonder what youre up to
因為我總在想你在做什麼
After all that sh!t weve been through
在我們經歷了這麼多波折之後
And lve been spending a lot of time drinking
我整日酗酒
and smoking
抽煙度日
Hopin to subdue
希望能壓制對你感情
The thought of you in my head
腦海卻又浮現你的身影
So if youre out there somewhere
所以如果你身在某處
And if you still even care
你是否還會擔心我
Possibly still questionin, 'what is he doin'
可能你會想：他在做什麼呢
lve been tryna find a way to numb all this pain
一直以來我試圖麻痺這磨人的苦痛
Since youve been away
自從你離開
I dont wanna feel anymore
我不想再感知外界
And theres probably people telling you that
或許會有人告訴你
lm doing fine
我很好
Just taking my time
但這不過是消磨時光
Although it appears that lm strong
即便我看起來很堅強
It still hurts
但我內心仍在煎熬
Theres been a lot of nights when I feel alone
無數個孤寂的長夜
Needed someone to talk to
渴望能與人傾訴苦悶
Cause I just need to get through
因為我只需熬過這漫長的時光
And lve been spending a lot of money on
為此我揮金如土
things that I dont need
只為消遣
Hoping that Ill feel new
希望能有所不同
But I cant get you out my head
可我依舊無法忘記你
So if youre out there somewhere
所以如果你身在某處
And if you still even care
你是否還會擔心我
Possibly still questionin , 'what is he doin'
可能你會想：他在做什麼呢
lve been tryna find a way to numb all this pain
一直以來我試圖麻痺這磨人的苦痛
Since youve been away
自從你離開
I dont wanna feel anymore
我不想再感知外界
And theres probably people telling you that
或許會有人告訴你
lm doing fine
我很好
Just taking my time
但這不過是消磨時光
Although it appears that Im strong
即便我看起來很堅強
lve been tryna find a way to numb all this pain (girl, lve been trying to find a way)
一直以來我試圖麻痺這磨人的苦痛
Since youve been away(a way that I can numb this pain)
自從你離開
I dont wanna feel anymore (I dont wanna feel)
我不想再感知外界
And theres probably people telling you that
或許會有人告訴你
lm doing fine (lm just trying to get you outta my head)
我很好（我一直在努力忘記你）
Just taking my time
但這不過是消磨時光
Although it appears that lm strong
即便我看起來很堅強
It still hurts
但我內心仍在煎熬