pendulum

Pendulum （鐘）-Tatiana Owens （蒂亞娜·歐文斯）
I pick up the phone to call
I dial 323
And quick hang up and stare at the wall
Would he even talk to me
I write down what I wanna say
But then I throw the page away
Part of me saying he's not even worth the pain
Part of me keeps wishing he were in my arms again
There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I can't decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect
Is it fading
Is it worth it
Is it breaking
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum yeah
No I can't stop this pendulum
It's so hard to picture him
Holding someone else
But then a voice is whispering
I'm better off by myself
My friends are taking me out tonight
But good I get him off my mind
Part of me knows why we drifted we were both to blame
Part of me can help us hear it when I say his name
There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I can't decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect
Is it fading
Is it worth it
Is it breaking
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum
They always say when you know
You know
But I just can't figure this out on my own
Someone please tell me which way to go
Where do I go
'Cause I can't stop this pendulum
Yeah
There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I can't decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect
Is it fading
Is it worth it
Is it breaking
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum yeah
I can't stop this pendulum yeah
I can't stop this pendulum
No I can't stop this pendulum