惡魔 freestyle

sometimes i really wanna die
有時我真的會懷疑自己為何而活
im asking god how do we survive
我詢問上帝到底該如何生存下去
if you a real plz show me the sign
如果你真的存在，請給我個指示
how do i get this shit ouuta ma mind
我該如何把這些糟心的事情忘記
growing up i learned to hate on myself
成長的過程中我唯一學會的就是恨自己
trusting people just sat on the shelf
相信一個人彷彿變成了不可能的事情
no one cares bout my mental health
沒人在乎我的心理健康
depresiion left me by my ****ing self
失落都嫌棄的想拋棄我
you know i sick of the game that you playing why u keep tourching us
我真的很討厭你的這些考驗不斷地折磨我
i surrounded by demons,im only a human that you know i crave for love
我彷佛我被惡魔上了身，但我只是渴愛的人類
nono my life is lie my heart wanna die
我的人生是個謊言，我的心想要死去
angel in disguice
我遇到了喬裝成人類的天使
and i ask him am i live
我問他我還有救麼
he said im in hell and he point at my place
他說你已經身處地獄了便指向了我的家
sending me on fire
生活在火中
thats how im gonna die
這也許就是我死去的方式
devil ring the bell and he said he live in my space
惡魔總是提醒著我它無處不在
i dunno whats wrong my mind is full of hate
我不知道為何我的腦子裡只剩下仇恨
lonely for so long time u take my heart away
孤獨了太久你帶走了我的心
living same day differnt person every day
活在同一天卻是不同的人格
losing my taste keep on drinking lemonade
彷彿是去味覺就像一直在喝酸檸檬
blocking my road every time i wanna chase
每一次我想衝刺，勝利的大門就會關閉
living my low life fore i fade away
也許我只能過著下等的生活直到我離去
they said u need stay strong never keep u head down
他們說要堅強抬起頭
when i post a song they treat me like im bad clown
但聽了我的歌還要說我像個小丑
small house in a down town
在市區租一間最小的房間
gotta pay the rent all the bill got me goingall frown
生活的瑣事讓我不斷地難過
life is never easy and i know its simple fact
生活從來不簡單我知道這是常識
how can u relate that my pain they full of tag
但你又怎能感受我這個被賦予標籤的痛苦
im climbing on top of the mountain i hope i can stay on for while
我在努力爬上山頂並希望能夠多呆一會兒
my herat is a rock on the montain and inside its empty its already full of a lie
我的心也想山上是的石頭一樣，只不過空心並且充滿謊言
she empty my heart and she take away
她掏空了我的心並帶走了我的愛
my love an she stay away from me
並且選擇了遠離我
and she stay away frome me
她選擇了丟下我
shouldve stay on my lane stay friend now regret it
一開始我就應該保持距離做朋友，如今我後悔了
but i taking my self in the game like im in it
但我卻太進入角色，忘了我根本不是主角
and i think i did this all to me
這一切都是我自己造成的後果
making myself hurt and its hard to breath
是我讓自己無法呼吸的心痛
used to dont trust heart broke now i get it
曾經我不相信有人會為愛傷心現在懂了
now i can feel the stroke inside my belly
現在我感受到了裂腹般的痛苦
lately ivbeen praying for my life im so petty
最近我可憐的開始祈禱我能活下去
heart so soft like big bear teddy
脆弱的心情彷彿我是個大泰迪熊
maybe im so tired of all this fate
也許我只是受夠了人們把壞事情當做命
none this real all of you is fake
如果這一切都是不存在的，那你們也是假的
seeing my recfleciton when im here by the lake
走到湖邊看著我在水里的倒影
take a look at me i cant even feel my face
好好地看了一眼自己，感受到了麻木
they said aint no sun without the rain
他們說暴雨之後才會彩虹
theres no growth without the pain
也說失敗是成功之母
how can i trust u when i have no gain
但我該怎麼相信這些，我一直都是負負得負
sruggle couple days i cant maintein
掙扎了好幾天，我不想繼續了
only time i feel a alive when im living withchu
只有和你在一起的時候我才覺得自己有生命
maybe imso hype and my heart it dosnt fit yours
也許我誇大了這些，我們並不般配
guess i have to say baby nice to meet you
也許我該說很高興遇見你就離開
life is full of lesson but they never teach u
生活充滿了課程，但卻沒有人能教你
im so glad i didnt go thru all this by myself
我也很慶幸我沒有一個人度過這些痛苦
devil on my shoulder stay with me nam in hell
因為惡魔在我肩上一直陪伴著我
going thru the strom and the feeling hard to tell
每天都在暴雪中生存，這感覺難以啟齒
stay inside my dorm and i keep on taking L
只能偷偷躲在屋子裡不斷失敗