Anxious

It doesnt make sense
Im so f*cking anxious
Like all the time
Im getting upset
And im making a mess
I want to die
Im really gonna go insane
I guess ill never know whats on my brain
But its getting crazy up there
Give me something to distract myself
Cause im really gonna go insane
Someone put pads
On my walls again
Strapped me strap down
Straight to the sofa bed
Told me that things fina
Be alright
Dont really get it
Till i have the matress
You probably wake up
To b*tch
N bend
Im wakin up
For another expense
People they wanna pretend
But me ill be blunt
This life i wanna dont extend
Dont help me
Unless got a noose
Got so many personalities
Its hard for me to choose
To be real i blame society
Theres way too many rules
Judgin me in everything i do
Im really gonna go insane
I guess ill never know whats on my brain
But its getting crazy up there
Give me something to distract myself
Cause im really gonna go insane
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