Alone Again

All alone in my room
My clock keeps ticking but one day feels like 2
Looking for something new to do
But my phone aint buzzing like it used to
And i
Got some fake ass friends who wouldnt even try
And i
I think about it way too much
And I got all these questions in my head that dont make sense
Am I supposed to feel bad for being myself?
Am I supposed to be like someone else?
Am I supposed to cry all afternoon?
I wake up and I do it all again
Its not like I think about it every night
But I cant help myself from feeling like a lie
And I got some things in my head that I wanna say
But i cant cause im lacking the confidence
Is it gonna end?
And I
Heard some things that i cant really comprehend
And I i think about it way too much
And I got all these questions in my head that dont make sense
Am I supposed to feel bad for being myself ?
Am I supposed to be like someone else?
Am I supposed to cry all afternoon? I wake up and I do it all again
Am I supposed to feel bad for being myself?
Am I supposed to be like someone else?
Am I supposed to cry all afternoon?
I wake up and I do it all again
Am I supposed to feel bad for being myself?
Am I supposed to be like someone else?
Am I supposed to cry all afternoon?
I wake up and I feel alone again