Medication

This is the part of me that needs medication
This is the part of me that believes in heaven
Thinks outer space is all dead, wishes it was with it
Is trying to be funny, loves my parents
Thinks that ants are cavemen, thinks all humans are ants
Learns from sitcoms means nothing
And I dont know
Where I could go away and you could wish
That I had stayed or just stayed gone
And I dont know, and
I dont know at all
So, out of the context and into what you meant
And you know your reasons
You dont know who you are but you know who you wanna be
I, I, I dont know
So you go to the library to get yourself a book
And you look and you look
But you didnt find anything to read
And I dont know at all
Left all my kinder parts rusting and peeling
That guy was complaining as he looked at the ceiling
My nose isnt that big it looks nothing like me
Were all doctors trading sadness for numbness
Grass looks much greener but its green-painted cement
The mayors machines are there cleaning the pavement
You cant make dirt clean so well just lemon-scent it