heartbreak.

I've changed
我早已改變
Since you left
自你轉身離開以後
Rolling back my eyes, I said I'm done with love
眼皮是如此沉重難以睜開，我也總是將“再也不相信愛情”掛在嘴邊
Heartbreak
心已支離破碎
In the worst way
賦上最重的罪
Getting stoned cause it's better than the meds
因為過於害怕會迎來崩潰，所以對感情變得愈發麻木
All alone in the dark
我在黑暗中孑然一身
Sunlight get the **** out of my sight
為了讓視線所及之處再無光芒
Curtains shut
我緊緊閉上心簾
It shines so bright it hurts my eyes
只因那日光過於燦爛刺眼
Tears falling with the rain
眼淚隨大雨傾盆
That's just cause I'm breaking down
只因自我正在分崩離析
I'm so ****ing done with love
我受夠了這™所謂的愛情
I'm so ****ing done with love
我受夠了這™所謂的愛情
Listen, that's just how it goes
仔細聽好，這就是故事的結局
We live together, but we all die alone
我們彼此依存，卻至死都孤獨一人
Loving you is pointless
喜歡你似乎沒有任何意義
Cause it's hurting and it breaks me down
這份感情讓我如此煎熬，飽受折磨
But lately I've been missing your touch
但那之後我卻如此想念你的觸感
Baby I need you to hold me tight
親愛的我只需要你擁我入懷
Just for tonight
就在此時此夜
You still have my heart
你仍是我心之所向
And I've been wanting it back
我也依舊想取回我心
Yet still I come back to you
但在那之後我仍會回到你身邊
This cycle
陷入這種死循環
This cycle
這種死循環
Repeats in my mind
在我腦海中獨自反复
Over and over again
一次一次又一次
The liquor flows through my veins
酒精淌過肌膚下的血管，恍惚充盈著腦海
Kinda like it yeah I like it
這種感覺似乎也不錯，也不錯
Some thing doesn't feel right
我的思考似乎有些不對勁
Holding this bottle of medicine in my hand
手中緊緊握住的只是那瓶藥水
I don't know if I should take it
我也不知道我是否該就此飲下它
But if I don't, I don't know if I can take it ( f**k)
我更不知道，如果我不飲下它的話，我還能否支撐下去（幹）
I feel like I'm
我感覺我就像
All alone in the dark
在黑暗中孤身一人
Sunlight get the **** out of my sight
為了讓視線所及之處再無光芒
Curtains shut
我緊緊閉上心簾
It shines so bright it hurts my eyes
只因那日光過於燦爛刺眼
Tears falling with the rain
眼淚隨大雨傾盆
There's just cause I'm breaking down
只因自我正在分崩離析
I'm so ****ing done with love
我受夠了這™所謂的愛情
You still have my heart
但你仍是我心之所向
And I've been wanting it back
我也依舊想取回我心
Yet still I come back to you
但在那之後我仍會回到你身邊
This cycle
陷入這種死循環
This cycle
這種死循環
Repeats in my mind
在我腦海中獨自反复
Over and over again
一次一次又一次
The liquor flows through my veins
酒精淌過肌膚下的血管，恍惚充盈著腦海
Kinda like it yeah I like it
這種感覺似乎也不錯，也不錯
♪
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