this body means nothing to麼

They say they saw him with a gun
他們說他們看見他拿著把槍
They think hell stop but they dont know
他們說他會結果自己，但他們也不清楚
Theres people talking in the dark
有人在漆黑中竊竊私語
They seem to care
他們似乎看起來在乎這個人
And I keep falling in and out
我不停地跌跌撞撞
And it leaves me rotten
這讓我自甘墮落
But I doubt hes had enough
我覺得他可能受夠了
Had enough, had enough
厭倦了，活累了
Feels like Im standing on the outside
我站在外面
Looking in
望向那裡面
And I know this bodys not mine
我知道這具屍體不是我的
To begin with
一開始的時候
I wish that I could crawl out
我希望自己能從
My skin
疲憊的軀體解脫
And see the world
好好看一眼這個世界
And I promise this is the last time
我保證這是最後一次了
I admit it
我承認
These days just seem to pass by
這些日子就這麼渾渾噩噩飛逝
In a minute
一分鐘後
A pistol and a small town
一把槍，一個無人知曉的小鎮
Weve seen it all before
鎮子裡的人彼此熟絡
And I just wish I could go outside
我只希望我能夠解脫
Without this fear of harm
再沒有這種擔心傷害的恐懼
And I should probably see a counselor
我或許該去看看心理醫生
Cause I dont feel too well
因為我心裡總是不舒服
And why am I always the bad guy
為什麼我總是個惡棍
When I just try to help
當我僅僅想伸出援手時
This body means nothing to me
這具屍體對我來說毫無意義
At all
活著無任何意義