Hailie's Song

I can't sing it
I feel like singing
I wanna ******* sing
Cuz I'm happy
Yeah I'm happy
Ha Ha
I got my baby back
Yo check it out
Some days I sit staring out the window
Watching this world pass me by
Sometimes I think there's nothing to live for
I almost break down and cry
Sometimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy oh so crazy
Why am I here am I just wasting my time
But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me
My baby girl keeps getting older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes cuz they don't understand me
They just don't see my real side
I act like **** don't phase me
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive
But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
Sometimes it feels like the world is on my shoulders
Everyone is leaning on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world is almost over
But then she comes back to me
Yeah and if I could sing I'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If I could hit the notes I'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how I feel about her how proud I am that I got her
God I'm a daddy I'm so glad that her mom didn't abort
Now you probly get this picture from my public persona
That I'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there's a lot of **** I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder that gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up
Or try to live up to these expectations now look
I love my daughter more than life in itself
But I got a wife who's determined to make my life living hell
But I handle it well given the circumstances I'm dealt
So many chances man it's too bad coulda had someone else
But the years that I've wasted are nothin' to the tears that I've tasted
So here's what I'm facing 3 felonies 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman I've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to people's backs bent over backwards for this woman
Man I shoulda seen it coming what'd I stick my ***** up in
Woulda ripped the pre-nup if I'd seen what she was *******
But **** it it's over there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby baby the only lady that I adore Hailie
So sayonara try tomorra nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It's like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted
Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cause my baby knows that her daddy's a soldier
Nothin' can take her from me
Woo!
I told you I can't sing
Oh well I tried
Hailie remember when I said
If you ever need anything daddy will be right there
Well guess what daddy's here
And I ain't going nowhere baby
I love you