Amoeba

Between the gaps I was swimming laps
在泳池的兩條泳道間我來回游移
Got close to some epiphany
感覺自己所苦思冥想的答案即將浮現
Ill convince a friend to join deep ends
我會說服一位朋友與我一同游向深水區
Have your toes touch the lack of cement
你是否已無法觸碰到池底

Gather to one corner of the woods
在森里中的某個角落幽會
Echo chambers inside a neighborhood
竊竊私語迴響傳入鄰里
And centerfold, humility shown
內心的扉頁中記載著人性一二
Youre not as good as what your mamas sewn
你並沒有你母親所描述的那般好

Arent you glad that you reside
難道這仍不合你心意嗎現在的你已
In a hell and in disguise?
居於煉獄之中將自己用偽裝包裹
Nobody yet everything
尚未結識身邊任何一人
A pool to shed your memory
只是常去到那泳池邊洗刷曾經的回憶

Could you say you even tried?
你敢說你有作出過嘗試嗎
You havent called your family twice
你甚至尚未和自己的家人聯絡過兩次
I can hope tonight goes differently
我只能希望今夜你能有一些改變
But I show up to the party just to leave
但我在派對上露面只為與你別離

Between the gaps, keep it under wraps
在泳池的兩條泳道間我不讓他人發覺
How I got to some epiphany
這一切的答案是如何一下子湧入腦中的
Ill convince myself when it turns to twelve
當時間轉入午夜十二時我便會說服自己
The photos keep the sentiment
去翻開那些相片感觸曾經的時光

Gather to one corner of the woods
在森林中的某個角落幽會
Echo chambers inside a neighborhood
竊竊私語迴響傳入鄰里
And centerfold, humility shown
內心的扉頁中記錄著人性一二
Youre not as good as what your mamas sewn
你並沒有你母親描述的那麼好

Arent you glad that you reside
難道這仍不合你心意嗎現在的你已
In a hell and in disguise?
居於煉獄之中將自己用偽裝包裹
Nobody yet everything
尚未結識身邊任何一人
A pool to shed your memory
只是常去到那泳池邊洗刷曾經的回憶

Could you say you even tried?
你敢說你有作出過嘗試嗎
You havent called your family twice
你甚至尚未和自己的家人聯絡過兩次
I can hope tonight goes differently
我只能希望今夜你能有一些改變
But I show up to the party just to leave
我在派對上露面只為與你別離

Pulling back I tried to find
從這段關係中脫身我苦苦尋求
The point of wasting precious time
去虛度寶貴時光的意義
I sip and toast to normalcy
燈紅酒綠已為常態
A fools way into jealousy
我僅是一個妒火中燒的愚人

I mock and imitate goodbyes
我模仿嘲弄著你道別的模樣
When I know that I cant deny
當我知道我無法再否認
That Ill be here forever while
我將會永遠於此無法離開的事實時
I show up to the party just to leave
我在派對上露面只為與你別離