thrown away tightrope

I am a mess
I made a huge mess
I can't control myself
I kill the rhyme again, I'm coming sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within
It's chemical, unbalanced on the triple beam, what?
**** what ya heard, it's about what I seen
I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smacking
Definite disorder , now his mindset is blackened
The doctors say, 'He's got the brain of a murderer'
This rugged style steals your brain
My heart is bleeding and this pain it will not pass
It's not receding and my body's going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by
Thrown away
I want to be
Thrown away
He's born sick, nothing in his hands but his ****
He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle s*it
For the life he was leading lead him down the wrong path
Where guns blast, don't give a s*it about the God's wrath
Don't want to talk to the counselor doctor
Tell them what's real, to tell them what's proper
Situation unclear like gray
And I know it gets worse everyday
My heart is bleeding and this pain it will not pass
It's not receding and my body's going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by
Away
Thrown away
I want to be
Thrown away
I am a mess
I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself
I'm losing it
I've lost it
I've spilled all my marbles
'Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
'Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
A hyper spaz and that is me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
(Voices in my head)
(Voices in my head)
Don't tell me
To do it cause I will (Voices in my head)
Now
(Voices in my head)
Don't tell me
To do it cause I will (Voices in my head)
Now
(Voices in my head)
They're screaming
They're screaming
They're screaming
My words are weapons, in which I murder you with
Please don't be scared, please do not turn your head
We are the future, the 21st century dyslexic, glue sniffing cybersluts
With homicidal minds and handguns
We are insane, nothing will change
We are insane, nothing will change
There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil and
I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable
My life is a circus and I am tripping down that tightrope
Well, there is nothing to save me now, so I will not look down
And again, and again, and again, and it happens again
And again, and again
There's no beginning, there is no end
There is only change
Progression backwards, is this where we are heading?
Take back your soul, forget your emptiness
There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil and
I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable
My life is a circus and I am tripping down that tightrope
Well, there is nothing to save me now, I'm falling to the ground
Falling to the ground, down to the ground, yeah
I speak of madness, my heart and soul
I cry for people who ain't got control
Let's take our sanity, let's take compassion
And be responsible for every action
Hell no, know how, the way, the way, the way know how
The way know how
There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil and
I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable
My life is a circus and I am tripping down that tightrope
Well, there is nothing to save me now, so I will not look down
There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil and
I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable
My life is a circus and I am tripping down that tightrope
Well, there is nothing to save me now, I'm falling to the ground
Down to the ground, all the way down, hidden in the dirt