lonely

Why am I so damn lonely?
為什麼我該死的那麼孤獨？
Am I the only one who feels this way?
只有我有這種感覺嗎？
Why am I so damn reckless?
為什麼我這麼魯莽？
I cant shake this, I am not okay
我不能動搖這個，我不好

And they say, maybe I should learn a little thing about depression
他們說，也許我應該學習一些關於抑鬱症的知識
Like crying to a strangers gonna help me with progression
就像對一個陌生人哭會幫助我進步
And I dont wanna take it, I dont wanna learn my lesson
我不想接受，我不想吸取教訓
All I really want is just the love and the affection
我真正想要的只是愛和親情
And they dont understand a single word that I am saying
他們一個字也聽不懂
All they wanna do is put me on some medication
他們想做的就是讓我吃點藥
Its hard for me to open up, its hard for me to say shit
我很難敞開心扉，我很難說屎
Writin all this musics like my form of meditation
寫下所有這些音樂就像我的冥想形式

And ooh-ooh, theyve come to take me away again
哦，哦，他們又來把我帶走了
Take control of me and all my friends
控制我和我所有的朋友
Ive got this feeling and I cant pretend
我有這種感覺，我無法假裝

Why am I so damn lonely?
為什麼我這麼該死的孤獨？
Am I the only one who feels this way?
只有我有這種感覺嗎？
Why am I so damn reckless?
為什麼我這麼魯莽？
I cant shake this, I am not okay
我不能動搖這個，我不好

Why am I so damn lonely?
為什麼我這麼該死的孤獨？
Am I the only one who feels this way?
只有我有這種感覺嗎？
Why am I so damn reckless?
為什麼我這麼魯莽？
I cant shake this, I am not okay
我不能動搖這個，我不好

So I thought, whats the point in trying if I cannot find a reason?
所以我想，如果我找不到原因，嘗試有什麼意義？
Im lying to myself,I got a problem with believing
我在對自己撒謊，我不相信
Believing in the good, I know my face can be deceiving
相信美好，我知道我的臉會騙人
Cause Ive been tryna hide that Ive been falling off the deep end
因為我一直試圖隱藏我已經從深淵中掉下來
Were posting happy photos like we have two different faces
我們正在發布快樂的照片，就像我們有兩張不同的臉
Writing, 'Take me back to this' from when were on vacation
從我們度假的時候開始寫“帶我回到這裡”
Doesnt help me fill this hole of loneliness Im facing
無助於填補我面臨的這個孤獨的空洞
Like twenty-likes a post supposed to be the one salvation
像二十個贊一個帖子應該是唯一的救贖

And ooh-ooh, theyve come to take me away again
哦，哦，他們又來把我帶走了
Take control of me and all my friends
控制我和我所有的朋友
Ive got this feeling and I cant pretend
我有這種感覺，我無法假裝

Why am I so damn lonely?
為什麼我這麼該死的孤獨？
Am I the only one who feels this way?
只有我有這種感覺嗎？
Why am I so damn reckless?
為什麼我這麼魯莽？
I cant shake this, I am not okay
我不能動搖這個，我不好

Why am I so damn lonely?
為什麼我這麼該死的孤獨？
Am I the only one who feels this way?
只有我有這種感覺嗎？
Why am I so damn reckless?
為什麼我這麼魯莽？
I cant shake this, I am not okay, ooh-ooh
我不能動搖這個，我不好，哦-哦