Damn Cold

I used to be better at being better
Now I dont even care its whatever whatever
I used to think love meant together forever
But time and space is a ****ed up measure
Too many fake friends that I need to sever
Want my attention but dont make an effort
At least I dont crack when Im under pressure
A little more numb so I dont remember
What it feels like to be alive
What it feels like to look into your eyes
Im so far away from everything Ive known
Youre my home away from home
But this time Im on my own
Ive seen new cities and new faces
Heard some voices in my head
Ive lost my patience and ran into complications with my friends
I havent seen the light inside my soul
Its been so dark and so damn cold
I guess you could have guessed that Im a little bit depressed
Thoughts up in my mind that I havent expressed
A few too many things that Im scared to address
More or less a warfare inside of my chest
I hate to admit but Im a little bit obsessed
With you your smile the way we digress
Made a little more money got a little more stressed
A little more high just so I could forget
What It feels like to be alive
What it feels like to look into your eyes
Im so far away from everything Ive known
Youre my home away from home
But this time Im on my own
Ive seen new cities and new faces
Heard some voices in my head
Ive lost my patience and ran into complications with my friends
I havent seen the light inside my soul
Its been so dark and so damn cold