Living in Your Letters

Im always assuming the worst
But youre going on nonetheless
And theres nothing to cushion your heart led fall
Letters from further away keep pulling me close to home
And theres something to cushion my callous sighs
And I know that you hope for longer good-byes
Embracing for forever and falling in your eyes
In your eyes, your eyes
Pouring over photographs,
Im living in your letters
Breathe deeply from this envelope
It smells like you and
I cant be without that scent
Its filling me with all you mean to me, to me
Continually failing these trials
But you stand by me nonetheless
And you wont let me sink though
Im beggin you,
Im beggin you
Phone calls from further away and messages on my machine
But I dont ever tell you this distance seems terrible
There is no need to test my heart with useless space
These roads go on forever, therell always be a place
For you in my heart
So Ill hit the pavement, its gotta be better than waiting
And pushing you far away cause
Im scared
So Ill take my chances and head on my way up there
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when youre ten