A letter from a maniac (feat.周樂嘉）

Dear Rap，親愛的說唱，
I've been down these days and 最近我過的挺消沉
I'm writing to tell you something 我寫這封信是為了告訴你一些
that I 've never told anybody else before. 我沒有對其他人講過的話。

這路途好漫長
我多麼希望能夠不辜負年少時光
伴失落與感傷
當走過每條歧路
方可長風破浪站在彼岸上

Recently, I haven't done much writing memories colliding 最近我沒有寫太多東西，因為頭腦中很亂，記憶在碰撞，
but somethings arriving to be honest 但似乎什麼東西快到來了
Just to take my time for strolling 我想慢下來，花些時間去漫步隨想
instead of working at my limit 而非全力突破自己
But my timer's counting down 但是我的時間卻並不多了
measure with days hours and minutes甚至按每日每時每分計算著
You，no more than spitting rhymes keeping the flow and write lyrics 你呢？其實不過是押韻、flow和歌詞啊
Eroding my body at the same time feeding my spirits 為你（不眠的夜晚）侵蝕著我的身體，可同時你養育著我的精神
How do I be the man to always excite the fans 我到底怎麼樣才能一直讓粉絲激動沸騰？
I know how it works but you told me to xxxx the fame 我可能知道怎麼經營名利，但你告訴我別去在意
I don't really got a lot of blessings 我並不是個天賦出眾的人
Thats why so afraid to say it's destined 所以我真的不敢說這就是我命中註定的選擇
At times, I did sing off the keys 過去我唱歌連調都找不到
Yelling I wanna get it right 只是想要更好聽
Ignoring the key is being patient 但或許耐心才是關鍵
Still remember that question 我依然記得那個問題：
Have you ever dreamt about one night 你有想過某天晚上在舞台上
In front of thousand kids of your kind，面對著上千個像你一樣的孩子
they all sing your rhymes right？而他們都能唱出你的韻腳的情形嗎？
Well, It gonna be a good view but will it come true 啊，那肯定是很美好的畫面，可是那會成真的嗎？
or slowly die as youth mania 還是像所有青春的狂熱那樣慢慢的逝去？

這路途好漫長
我多麼希望能夠不辜負年少時光
伴失落與感傷
當走過每條歧路
方可長風破浪站在彼岸上

I stepped back and then you took the hit 你替我承受著打擊
I know they been judging rappin' 說唱總被人隨意評判
Okay I'm just reciting xxxx 好吧，我的確就是在背些廢話
Maybe way more than a part of hiphop element 不只是hiphop的部分
You are like art to me 你對我來說像是藝術
Recall at my lowest you were there to pump the heart for me 在我最沮喪的時候你帶給動力
Filled up all the holes bleeding 填滿每個流血的傷處
and lift up the old me and 讓過去的我振作
gave me a reason to hold on to music I still believe in it 給我一個理由去堅持音樂，對，我還依舊相信著
Free me from the cages, brand new pages, 打開了囚籠，翻開新的一頁
dreaming of living on stages, combined races, 我夢想舞台上的生活，能把不同的人都吸引
Though I've been down and devastated 是啊我曾經失落和悲痛
all I gon' need is patience 但我只需要耐心
Still I day-dreaming one day in my life all the lights just shine on me 我依舊做著白日夢，會有一天所有的燈光都照著我
I been all alone been waiting for long people got me wrong these thoughts were kept inside me for private only. 這條路孤獨而遭受人們誤解，這些我並不會對別人談起
Man, understand me, I don't really have a plan B 相信我吧，我沒有別的計劃了
Dream and reality trapped me in a matrix 夢想和現實把我困在了無人之境
Everybody wanna be a winner admit it ain't nobody has to hate this 承認這個並沒什麼，我是想做個贏家
So don't you fade away from my vision just come back and embrace me. 所以你別從視線離去，快過來和我擁抱吧

這路途好漫長
我多麼希望能夠不辜負年少時光
伴失落與感傷
當走過每條歧路
方可長風破浪站在彼岸上

Loved you for six years 6年了
Burst in a lot of laughter, also shed tears 經歷了無數的笑聲也伴隨著淚跡
Past life and memories they all rest here 過去的時光和記憶都一直留在這兒
All because one summer afternoon I ran into you and said yes. 而這一切都因為在那個夏天的午後，我偶然遇見了你

Best regards, 順頌夏祺
Summer 2018 2018年夏天