A lightless shot

Behold the flood gates
Everybody trynna bring me down they wont falter my feng shui
Alter the one way I know how to follow close to my strength
Im losing more every day
I know I wont fall too set in my ways
All I knows I wont wait
Maiden be the ************* epitome of tragedy
Had everything I could ever want but lost drive and hence everything
I ever wanted is now too far out of my reach
I let everyone I know down
Thats why Im opposed to show weakness
Hold me
As I reach for whatever I have left
Just a shot in the lightless
Pitch black surrounds me no stress Im used to this
Hold me in the coldest night that Ive felt
In the longest time that I can remember Youre the only way to get me through forever
Hold me
Dust on the door left the light for the moths
Painted my walls with a spray of my thoughts
Chasing my ghosts I lost track of the cost
So they came to collect and I got out of dodge
Now All I wanna hear is the rainfall
No I aint trynna see your face naw
Puzzle pieces make me complete
But I aint seen the box in weeks
Im too weird for the cool kids and too cool for the freaks
So I guess Ill just do me
So I guess Ill just do me
Chew me up and spit me out
Crucify me in the name of clout
Ill still be more real than most you pricks
Know I been through **** while you throw a fit
**** fake shows and paid reposts
Im that space ghost still coast to coast
**** a pill leave me alone
Said **** pill leave me alone
Darkest parts of my psyche use this as a place they rest
Ill claw out of this pitfall that has swallowed up my progress