Maybe

Count on my faculty
To get me through this life
What's waiting round the way?
Scared stiff, I hope I'm right

I promised myself I'd fight until this got me through

Trickle down, love
A single serving of
Self appreciation
Another day in bed
Prisoner of my head
Sick of my subjugation
Tapping on the wall
Hoping there's a crawl
Space to leave this in the past
Craving for the sun
Beyond the overcast

Just believe in me, I've changed now
And I can not see all the love
Every moment is so foreign
Swimming underneath slowed me down
Put me on my feet underground
Every open might be closing

Proved out the math
Follow the path
How can this be the outcome?
I thought for sure
Once this matured
I wouldn't still be here
Don't consider it normal
To be out of control
But should I?
Maybe I've failed
But maybe that's alright

Just believe in me, I've changed now
And I can not see all the love
Every moment is so foreign
Swimming underneath slowed me down
Put me on my feet underground
Every open might be closing

I'll crawl through
And I'll crawl through