manic depressive (Fritz T和cat remix)

In my minds eye
You throw wickedness at me
Im just a toy to you
I bring no real joy to you
The way I see it
You dont want me here no more
You want a hole in my forehead
And blood pouring on the floor
Cuz Im so dirty
****** dirty and shoddy
I want up out of this body
Thats hated by everybody
Sometimes I dont know why
I continue to try
Its so much easier to die
Than to get by
Than to get by
Than to get by
If Im gonna die
Im taking you with me
Get you and get me
We can be bloody
If Im gonna fly
Im gonna succeed
Take you and get me
We can be bloody
Sometimes I dont know why
I continue to try
Its so much easier to die
Than to get by
Than to get by
Than to get by
I dont wanna leave my house
Dont wanna open my mouth
Dont wanna read my mail
Dont wanna meet with pals
I dont wanna ****** *** ***t up
Dont wanna ****** get up
Dont wanna take up space
Dont want your time to waste
I dont wanna fight this back
Just wanna fade to black
Dont wanna turn to faith
Or wanna burn at stakes
I dont wanna build my life
I wanna bloody my knife
Dont wanna grab the phone
Dont wanna leave this room
I dont wanna talk with you
Im ****** stalkin you
Dont wanna fix myself
I wanna nix myself
I dont wannatry to change
Just wanna fry my brains
Dont wanna slow ******t down
I wanna throw ******t around
I dont wanna run nowhere
Dont want no one to care
Dont want another crack at it
Id rather be a crack addict
I dont wanna look for help
Dont wanna help myself
I dont wanna even try
To get by...
To get by...
And to get by...and to get by...and to get by...and to get by..