Already Dead

You can see the pain in my laugh
你可以看見我笑容裡隱藏的痛苦
Yeah yeah
惡魔從過去前來找上了我
Demons comin' back from the past
感覺我就要故態復萌
Yeah yeah
腦海中糾纏不休的聲音
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
我聽見他們全都在說
Yeah yeah
所有人都希望我去死
Voices in my head
碧池我已經是具行屍走肉
Yeah yeah
數年前我就已經死去
All I can hear them say
我又開始服用藥物
Yeah yeah
軒尼詩加上止痛藥
Is everyone wants me dead
我所有的痛苦
Yeah yeah
都已經深入骨髓
B* **h I'm already dead
或許我應該再次祈禱
Yeah yeah
努力洗去我的罪孽
I've been dead for years
我知道他們不是我的朋友
I've been taking medicine again
但我又跟藥物重修舊好
Yeah yeah
迷失了我的心失去了一切
Henny mix it with the Vicodin
一切
Yeah yeah
無數戲劇性的事情不要鼓掌
All my sufferin'
鼓掌
Yeah
像是肥皂劇一樣的戲碼一落千丈
Is really gettin' under my skin
千丈
Yeah
手機裡的噩夢深夜的電話
Maybe I should try to pray again
電話
Yeah yeah
迷失了我的心失去了一切
Try to wash away my sins
一切
Yeah yeah
無數戲劇性的事情不要鼓掌
I know that they not my friends
鼓掌
Yeah yeah
沒有在演肥皂劇一落千丈
But I'm friends with the d**gs again
千丈
Yeah
聽見噩夢的來電
Lost my heart lost it all
來電
All
你可以看見我笑容裡隱藏的痛苦
So much drama hold the applause
惡魔從過去前來找上了我
'Plause
感覺我就要故態復萌
S**t's like a soap opera straight downfalls
我腦海中糾纏不休的聲音
Falls
我聽見他們全都在說
Nightmares on the cellphone late-night calls
所有人都希望我去死
Calls
碧池我已經是具行屍走肉
Lost my heart lost it all
數年前我就已經死去
All
你可以看見我笑容裡隱藏的痛苦
So much drama hold the applause
惡魔從過去前來找上了我
'Plause
感覺我就要故態復萌
No soap opera straight downfalls
我腦海中糾纏不休的聲音
Falls
我聽見他們全都在說
Listen to the nightmares call
所有人都希望我去死
Call
碧池我已經是具行屍走肉
You can see the pain in my laugh
數年前我就已經死去
Yeah yeah
你可曾如此孤獨
Demons comin' back from the past
沒有一處能給你家的感覺
Yeah yeah
我用光了藥物也耗盡了希望
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
甚至無法聯繫到地下商販
Yeah yeah
你可曾如此孤獨
Voices in my head
不知道還有什麼能讓自己的心波動
Yeah yeah
不會再去拿藥吃
All I can hear them say
再吃一顆你就會躺到地板上
Yeah yeah
我知道我無藥可救
Is everyone wants me dead
我想我不會再有重獲新生的機會
Yeah yeah
我能走到今天這裡只是因為大眾需要我
B***h I'm already dead
我活著是為了我的粉絲
Yeah yeah
迷失了我的心失去了一切
I've been dead for years
一切
You can see the pain in my laugh
無數戲劇性的事情不要鼓掌
Yeah yeah
鼓掌
Demons comin' back from the past
沒有在演肥皂劇一落千丈
Yeah yeah
千丈
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
聽見噩夢的呼喚
Yeah yeah
呼喚
Voices in my head
你可以看見我笑容裡隱藏的痛苦
Yeah yeah
惡魔從過去前來找上了我
All I can hear them say
感覺我就要故態復萌
Yeah yeah
我腦海中糾纏不休的聲音
Is everyone wants me dead
我聽見他們全都在說
Yeah yeah
所有人都希望我去死
B***h I'm already dead
碧池我已經是具行屍走肉
Yeah yeah
數年前我就已經死去
I've been dead for years
你可以看見我笑容裡隱藏的痛苦
Yeah
笑容
Have you ever been so alone
惡魔從過去前來找上了我
Yeah yeah
從過去前來
That nobody's house feels like home
感覺我就要故態復萌
Yeah yeah
故態復萌
I've been runnin' out of d**gs and hope
我腦海中糾纏不休的聲音
Yeah yeah
我腦海中
I don't even got a plug no more
我聽見他們全都在說
Yeah yeah
我聽見他們全都在說
Have you ever been so alone
所有人都希望我去死
Yeah yeah
所有人都希望我去死
That you don't know what to feel no more
碧池我已是具行屍走肉
Yeah yeah
碧池我已是具行屍走肉
Ain'tno reachin' for the pills no more
數年前我就已經死去
Yeah yeah
數年前我就已經死去
One more and you're on the floor
Yeah yeah
I know that I didn't stand a chance
Yeah yeah yeah
I don't think I'll ever live again
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm only here by popular demand
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm stayin' alive for the fans
Yeah yeah yeah
Lost my heart lost it all
All
So much drama hold the applause
' Plause
No soap opera straight downfalls
Falls
Listen to the nightmares call
Call
You can see the pain in my laugh
Yeah yeah
Demons comin' back from the past
Yeah yeah
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
Yeah yeah
Voices in my head
Yeah yeah
All I can hear them say
Yeah yeah
Is everyone wants me dead
Yeah yeah
B***h I'm already dead
Yeah yeah
I've been dead for years
Yeah yeah
You can see the pain in my laugh
Laugh
Demons comin' back from the past
From the past
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
Relapse
Voices in my head
In my head
All I can hear them say
All I can hear them say
Is everyone wants me dead
Is everyone wants me dead
B***h I 'm already dead
B***h I'm already dead
I've been dead for years
I've been dead for years