sicker

Sicker - laye
Oh, oh, oh
I don't wanna get drunk, I don't wanna sleep
我不想喝醉，也還不想睡去
I just wanna lie down in bed right next to me
我只想躺上床待在自己隔壁
And tell myself it's okay, not to always run away
然後告訴自己沒事的，別再總是逃避
Tell myself it's okay
告訴自己沒關係
I don't gotta be known when I wanna speak
當我想要傾訴時被人了解不是必須
I get all my feelings out without the need to
我所有情緒都會外露即便沒有必要
Always wanna hide away, let me know there's no shade
總是想要躲避，讓我知道並無蔭蔽
That there's no shade
其實無處可避
Magazines, social media, liquor
雜誌，社交媒體，酒精
All the drugs and the gears make us sicker
那所有的藥物和激素只讓我們更加虛弱
Too much time spent staring in the mirror
凝視鏡中倒影用去過多時間
(Mirror, mirror, mirror)
（反射，鏡像，鏡子）
I wanna be what you want
我想成為你所想的模樣
I wanna not give a ****
我想要不顧一切
I wish I could show me love
我希望我可以向自己表露愛意
I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over
我要將自己再拉近些，我想贏回你的心
I don't wanna need someone
我不想要讓別的某個人
To validate what I've done
來肯定我做過的事
I wish I could love me like them
我希望我能像他們那樣愛我自己
I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over
我要將自己再拉近些，我想贏回你的心
Earning 'til they know me, when it gets hard
積攢著直至他們都認識我，當這也變得困難時
Then I fall down when I fall into my arms
那當我落入我的臂彎時我就會墜落
Catch myself before I break, and wrap me in a warm embrace
在我崩潰碎裂前握緊自己，再將我裹入溫暖的懷抱中
Wrap me in a warm embrace
用溫暖的懷抱將我包圍
I'm getting all dressed up to tear myself down
我盛裝打扮只為將自己擊潰
Biting my tongue so the words don't come out
咬住自己舌頭這樣就不會把那些話說出口
Wish I could be nicer 'cause I don't wanna fight her
希望我能再友好些因為我並不想與她對抗
I don't wanna fight her
我不想和她爭鬥
Magazines, social media, liquor
雜誌，社交媒體，酒精
All the drugs and the gears make us sicker
那所有的藥物和激素只讓我們更加厭煩
Too much time spent staring in the mirror
凝視鏡中倒影用去過多時間
(Mirror, mirror, mirror)
（反射，鏡像，鏡子）
I wanna be what you want
我想成為你所想的模樣
I wanna not give a ****
我想要不顧一切
I wish I could show me love
我希望我可以向自己表露愛意
I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over
我要將自己再拉近些，我想贏回你的心
I don't wanna need someone
我不想要讓別的某個人
To validate what I've done
來肯定我做過的事
I wish I could love me like them
我希望我能像他們那樣愛我自己
I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over
我要將自己再拉近些，我想贏回你的心
La la, yeah
啦啦，耶
I wanna win, I wanna win you over
我想要贏，想再贏回你
I wanna be what you want
我想成為你所想的模樣
I wanna be what you want (I wanna be what you want)
我想成為你所想的模樣（我想成為你之所需）
I wanna not give a **** (I wanna not give a ****)
我想要不顧一切（我想什麼都不在乎）
I wish I could show me love (I wish I could)
我希望我可以向自己表露愛意（我希望我能夠）
I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over
我要將自己再拉近些，我想贏回你的心
I don't wanna need someone
我不想要讓別的某個人
To validate what I 've done
來肯定我做過的事
I wish I could love me like that (I wish I could love)
我希望我能如那般愛自己（我希望我能愛）
I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win you over
我要再離自己近一些，我要捲土重來大獲全勝