ash and ember

Am I seeing double, am I withdrawn
恍惚迷離了？孤立無援了？
Depositing lyrics into a love song
用詞與句唱出一首戀歌吧
Spider weaving webs for a catch that won't come
蜘蛛編織著網，徒勞等待著
Am I pulling roses from a dead bush
枯木中會看到新芽麼？
A soldier running late for the ambush
就緒的士兵
Ready in the depth for a stone that's long gone
已錯失戰機
Is it too late?
一切都太晚了麼？
It's never ending but nevertheless
瞧，並非山窮水盡
I'm the first one to second my guess
調整好思緒
And the fire in my heart came from ash and ember
心中的灰燼燃燒起來了
And every I step I take, got the devil to repay
路不白走，血不白流
I'll never make it out alive, but I won' t surrender
前路荊棘我也決不後退
Had to take it day by day, had to learn the hard way
日積跬步，舉步維艱
Like a phoenix rising up from ash and ember
如不死鳥般
Ash and ember
浴火重生
Am I reaching out for something that I can't grab
還在竹籃取水麼？
Something infinitely splitting into two halves
不停地離散，永不可得
Is there something I forgot that I can't remember
是否忘卻了本心？
Am I swimming in a river that was manmade
為了游泳
Demolishing a road that was just paved
鏟路圍池？
It's like trying to catch a junebug in late December
如同在深冬裡捉夏蟲
Is it too late?
一切都太晚了麼？
It's never ending but nevertheless
不，會柳暗花明的
I'm the first one to second my guess
調整好思緒
And the fire in my heart came from ash and ember
心中的灰燼燃燒起來了
And every I step I take, got the devil to repay
路不白走，血不白流
I'll never make it out alive, but I won 't surrender
前路荊棘我也決不後退
Had to take it day by day, had to learn the hard way
日積跬步，舉步維艱
Like a phoenix rising up from ash and ember
如不死鳥般
Ash and ember
浴火重生
Ash and ember
浴火重生
Have I climbed the ladder to the last rung
還能登上最後一級台階麼？
Am I simply gonna finish where I started from
難道要就此止步麼？
Is the future just the past that I'll never outrun
少壯不努力，老大徒傷悲？
And every I step I take, got the devil to repay
路不白走，血不白流
I'll never make it out alive, but I won't surrender
前路荊棘我也決不後退
Had to take it day by day, had to feel the heartbreak
日積跬步，舉步維艱
Like a phoenix I was born from ash and ember
終於如不死鳥般
Ash and ember
浴火重生了
Ash and ember
浴火重生了
Am I stealing something I could borrow
這麼做真的有必要么？
Is yesterday just waiting for tomorrow
昔日的歲月只為了空等將來麼？