Backseat (feat. aldn)

[Verse 1: aldn]
And I think it was last week
Shoving ten of my friends in the backseat
We were way too drunk, call a taxi
Last week, cant remember a thing
Every day of the week I was sleeping til three

[Chorus: aldn]
Last week, everybody was looking right past me
All my friends outside look so happy, its just killing me
Stuck in my mind, its not the place to be (Yuh)
Last week, everybody was looking right past me
All my friends outside look so happy, its just killing me
Stuck in my mind, its not the place to be (Yuh)
Last week, everybody was looking right past me
All my friends outside look so happy, its just killing me
Stuck in my mind, its not the place to be (Yuh)

[Bridge: midwxst]
I dont think you know how I feel
None of this shit feel real
If youre gonna take the shot, shoot to kill
I dont think my wounds are ever gonna heal
Crammed in the backseat, driving to an unknown destination
I dont know if youre really my friend or are you faking?
Looking for my soul, look for my heart, but the spot vacant
Protect myself with all the actions Im taking
[Verse 2: midwxst]
One, two, three, four, five
I down another pill, I hope dont come out this alive
Im living inside a fantasy, Im living inside a lie
Singing into my mic to get all of this shit off my mind
Dont kiss or tell, I will never tell a lie
Living in Hell, I just hope that I survive
Trying my hardest, just know that I always try
Struggling, fighting myself, I fight every night
One pill, two pill, I might take another
Bloods gon spill, dripping all over the covers
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever be discovered
Took a long time, but Im starting to recover
Say that you would help me out but now youre nowhere to be seen
Tryna be the nicest that I can but everybody mean
Said that you were worth something but now youre worth nothing to me
Dont even seem like you are my friend, you are an enemy