Nothin (feat. Syd)

It's like... you just never know
就好像。 。 。你永遠不懂
You never know
你永遠不會懂
I got a whole lotta liquor in me
今夜我酩酊大醉
Whole lotta little things on my mind
思緒萬千內心波動
I got a girl on the other side of town
怎麼說呢我在另外一個城市有個女友
She wonders why I never come around
她總是抱怨我對她不聞不問
I've got all these insecurities a woman can't fix
我懂得女人的安全感很難給予
And now I know that liquor and depression don't mix
我可不是喝多了抑鬱發作
Where to now?
所以這算什麼？
Nothing to lose now
我已經一無所有了
Bounce
換句話說
I was headed towards my fate
我篤信且一直遵從命運安排
Until somewhere I lost my way
到最終發現船到橋頭並不直
Something's gotta give right now
所以有些事該有個交代了
So this is what it is right now
這是現在我想說的
All the nothin', nothin', nothin'
來來往往一切皆空
All the nothin', nothin'
所見所聞皆為虛妄
Didn 't work this hard for nothin', nothin', nothin'
並不是努力就會有好結果何必勉強
So I'm gonna act up, I'm gon' act up, gon' stack up when I cash out
於是我強打精神起身結賬就走
Didn't work this hard for
曾經從未努力為之奮鬥
Didn't work this hard for
當然更不知從何下手
Success is overrated
自視過高以為成功早是囊中之物
I could be the greatest
我能成為最棒的藝術家
Maybe 'cause I 'm faded or I'm heavily sedated, but
也許因為我熱情褪去抑或這是靜思所致但
I'm just tryna make it, I'm just tryna make it
我不想搞砸一切我仍然努力嘗試
And no, I don't need the fame
嗯其實名利對我來如浮雲
I just need to make some changes, so
我只是想逼自己改變
Please forgive me this isn't the kinda image I
所以請寬恕我我從未想過
Wanted to paint for you, hope you don't think I'm crazy, now
為你勾勒的美好願景如此潦草結束希望你不會覺得我已失心瘋
Real art is amazing, ain't that a shame?
藝術是一塊有待挖掘的瑰寶 難道我的理解為人所不齒？
You the greatest in the game, gettin' faded for the pain
你早已是這遊戲中頭號贏家脫穎而出
So we all bounce
所以你我需要靜靜思考
Bounce
換句話說
I can't live like this
螻蟻尚不能苟活於世
Something's gotta give right now
所以我想對自己有個交代
So this is what it is right now
這是我想要表達的
All the nothin', nothin', nothin'
所有一切都是慾念毫無意義
All the nothin', nothin'
內心早已波瀾不驚世上萬物皆為虛妄
Didn't work this hard for nothin', nothin', nothin'
不要為之感到困惑不安
So I'm gonna act up, I 'm gon' act up, gon' stack up when I cash out
所以我裝作沒事人起身結賬走人
Bounce
重複一次
I can't live like this
我不願如同行屍走肉般活著
Something's gotta give right now
所以有些事情必須直截了當
So this is what it is right now
現在我就這麼想的
All the nothin', nothin', nothin'
一切都是虛無世間萬物
All the nothin', nothin'
所見所聞不過循環往復
Didn't work this hard for nothin', nothin', nothin'
何必執念放不下名利都是空空軀殼
So I'm gonna act up, I'm gon' act up, gon' stack up when I cash out
所以我決定不再深究起身抽離這混沌世俗