this is the thing

You just catch me alone now
你將我獨占
Tired of forcing things to work somehow
但不知何時起，我厭倦了刻意維持
Dont have anything left to say
從無話不談，到無話可說
Come on just flip on to the next ******* page
我只想趕緊結束這般令人窒息的糾纏
Sick and tired of same days
日復一日
People all having the same **** to say
我們無休止的爭吵著
Trying to get out of old ways
我試著逃避結果
These old ways
我不想失去你
Im sorry for what Ive said
很抱歉說了那些氣話
I just want you to know
希望你能理解
I never meant it
那些話並不是出自本心
The stress keeps talking
負面的情緒撕扯著我
Its not me
我本不是那副模樣
Its all the hurt bursting through the seems
我們之間的裂痕刺痛著我
Yeah, through the seams
充斥著我的大腦
I swear that
我向你發誓
This isnt me
那不是我本來的樣子
Oh baby I know that this all is on me
我變了...這一切的一切
Couldnt keep
令我無法承受
My head above water
我把頭浮出水面
So I got us both
但我們
Sinking
一步一步將“我們”埋葬
It kills me
一步一步將自己埋葬
The stress keeps building
漸行漸遠
Dont wanna see us both dying
這並非我意
Swear to God that Im trying
即便我努力，仍是無能為力