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I turn up my speakers
So I can numb this heart just a little bit quicker
Dancing barefoot in the dead of winter
So I can numb this heart that's full of splinters
They say time heals
These clocks are at a standstill
I'm counting every second that you're not here
But only in my dreams do you appear
Am I allowed to let down my smile
And be bitter just for a while
Don't you're pulling me under
We were meant to stay afloat
I see all the embers they're not yet lost oh they glow
Could you try to take a look into my eyes
And tell me why oh why why why
Why oh why why why
Why oh why
I close all the windows
Draw the curtains up
All I see is you in the day glows
Reminding me that you are just a shadow
When I wake
For a split-second in time my heart does not ache
Am I allowed to let down my smile
And be bitter just for a while
Don't you're pulling me under
We were meant to stay afloat
I see all the embers they're not yet lost oh they glow
Could you try to take a look into my eyes
And tell me why oh why why why
I shoulda know when you were grinding your teeth
That you were hiding your feelings from me
I shoulda known when you were tossing in your sleep
That you were hiding your feelings from me
Don't pulling me under
We were meant to stay afloat
I see the embers they're not yet lost oh they glow
Could you try to take a look into my eyes
And tell me why oh why why why
Don't you're pulling me under
We were meant to stay afloat
I see all the embers they're not yet lostoh they glow
Could you try to take a look into my eyes
And tell me why oh why why why
Why oh why why why
Why oh why why why
Why oh why why why
Why oh why why why