Love is Suicide

I hate that Im forgetting what I have until its gone
我恨自己只有失去了才想起曾經擁有
I wish that I could turn back time, cause youre the one
希望時間能倒流吧，因為你
When I try to open up its like my heart is on the run
我嘗試過敞開心扉但是總是力不從心
But I put it on my grave that youre the only one I want
就算進了墳墓你也是我唯一的憧憬
And nowadays being in love is do or die
現在的一切關乎愛和死亡
Tryna get you out my head is like committing suicide
試著把你趕出腦海，痛苦堪比自殺
I just wanna find a way to make it you and I
也只是想能有個辦法能讓我們在一起
But the drama all around us got me feeling mortified
但是你我之間的糾葛總讓我感到被羞辱
I miss the old times that we spent
我想念過去我們一起度過的時光
Now everytime we talk you just throw another fit
看看現在吧只要一談話就能引起一場戰爭
I try to make amends, but everytime I do it ends
我想過道歉，但哪次不是不歡而散
Tell me, why the **** should I just go lose another friend over bull****?
告訴我吧，憑什麼經歷了這些破事還得讓我失去一個朋友？
Another day another fight
不過是新的一天和新的矛盾
Lately Ive been tryna fix it all; make it right
最近我在想辦法，讓關係回到正軌
Used to be the one that i held every night
曾經的每個晚上我們都相擁而眠
Im really broken down but I say Im alright, yeah
是，嘴上說還好即使早已崩潰
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
愛是自殺，你和我，死或者愛
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
愛是自殺，你和我，死或者愛
One survivor
倖存者只有一人
I wanna tell you everything, hard to find the words
我想向你傾訴所有，又說不出口
Everytime I try to talk to you my stomach turns
欲言又止是每一次的情況
My hearts cold but I still feel the burns
心是冷的也會燃燒
Every night when I lay down I swear I feel the worst
夜裡躺下喪到極點
You and I, know this **** is do or die
你我都知道我們的關係就是愛和死的選擇
Tryna get you out my head is like committing suicide
試著把你趕出腦海，痛苦堪比自殺
Ive been done
我人沒了
I need to find a way out
需要找到一條路出去
All the pain that I have, it could never minimize
所有我所擁有的痛苦，永遠難以消除
Everytime I try to make up, its like you never listen
每次試著解釋，你就像聽不見
What the **** is wrong with me?
到底是哪裡出了問題？
Im losing when Im winning
一個慘敗的贏家
Everybody thats around me says Im better off forgetting
身邊的每一個人都叫我最好抽身放下這段關係
But its hard when all I know is it was done from the beginning
但誰能在一切開始之前讓我知道結局如此
You made it hard for me trust
很難再相信你了
Tell my why you make hard for me to fall in love
告訴我為什麼要讓我難以再次陷入愛
Let me down slow, yeah you put me in dust
看著我我一步步下墜，甚至化為灰燼
I was searching for the one, you were searching for lust, yeah
我尋求真愛，而你追逐慾望
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
愛是自殺，你和我，死或者愛
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
愛是自殺，你和我，死或者愛
One survivor
倖存者只有一人