Forgive Me

Father, I'm going through some heavy things
天父,我正在經歷一些困難的事情
It seems like this world ain't getting any better
似乎這世界不會再變得更好
The more we try to get closer to You
我們越想要靠近祢
The farther we run from Your throne
卻離祢的寶座越遠
I spent so many nights wonderin ' when will it end
我花了無數個夜晚思索這何時能結束
When will the day come when happiness begins
幸福快樂的日子什麼時候能到來
I'm running the race but it seems so hard to win
我正角逐奔跑但似乎獲勝難於登天
I'm sick of mourning, my stomach is throwing up in the morning
我受夠了悲傷之痛,我的胃每個早晨只能隱隱作吐
I'm calling for help and watching it melt away
我尋求幫助卻只能眼睜睜看它消逝不見
My heart's been put on display and put away
我坦露過心聲卻又將它藏了起來
In many ways, many times I told myself it was okay
許多次我想方設法欺騙自己這還不算太差
And anger was the price that was paid
憤怒的心正是要償還的代價
While these faded dreams just screamed to bring them home
當這些泯滅的夢想在喊著祈求著將它們帶回去
The burden was too heavy I kept running from the throne
負擔如此沉重我離寶座漸行漸遠
I can't take it any longer, I can taste my spirit hunger
我無法再承受這一切,我能感到靈魂飢腸轆轆
God please help me get home
上帝啊請帶我歸家吧
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊儘管我穿過了死亡陰影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我並不懼怕因為祢讓我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已經時日無多
To tell the world that there's no time left, Lord please
無法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫,主啊求求祢
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊儘管我穿過了死亡陰影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我並不懼怕因為祢讓我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough timeleft
我只是害怕自己已經時日無多
To tell the world that there's no time left
無法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫
I come to terms that I'm burning both sides of the rope
我就要妥協想要燃盡繩索兩邊同歸於盡
And I'm hoping that self-control would kick in before I'm choking off
我希望自製力能夠來阻止勸導自我
The sin that be destroying every fiber I got
在我摧毀身心上每道罪惡之前
I need the Lord in every way, I'll never make it I'm not
我無論何事都渴求著主,我不成功便成仁
Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life
我不會回到過去,若是在我相信基督之前
I couldn't do it I would lose it there's no point to the fight
我只能坐以待斃無法成就一切,鬥爭毫無意義
And I'm writing this song, for the people who don't belong
所以我正寫下這首歌,讓那些未得歸屬之人好好看看
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong
我祈禱著希望你能遠離痛苦和一切誤途
Inside a life that's filled with anger and disappointment
為那些只充滿了憤怒與絕望的生命禱告
'Cause daddy treated you weaker than all of the other kids
因為天父待你比其他孩子更加仁慈
It's annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up
你若就這樣輕易放棄只會得到惱怒指責
You feel stuck, I feel the same way, Lord help us stay up
你感到困擾,我也曾有過如此感受,但主會引領我們堅持
You couldn't pay me to abandon the idea of true hope
無論如何你也沒法讓我放棄真理的希望
That I could make it through this life into a place where there's no crying
總有一天我會渡過一生難關到達充滿歡顏笑語的天堂
I'm dying to find You with open arms when I go
我渴望能用雙臂尋到祢,當我離開
Knowing You love me and You waiting to give rest to my soul, oh
也知道祢仍愛我如初,祢等候著讓我靈魂得到憩息
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊儘管我穿過了死亡陰影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You' re holding my breath
我並不懼怕因為祢讓我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已經時日無多
To tell the world that there's no time left, Lord please
無法告知這個世界有的事已迫在眉睫,主啊求求祢
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊儘管我穿過了死亡陰影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我並不懼怕因為祢讓我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已經時日無多
To tell the world that there's no time left
無法告知這個世界有的事已迫在眉睫
Lord, I don't know what I'm struggling for
主啊,我不知自己到底在為何爭戰
There's got to be more than this life I know
我相信仍有窮盡一生無法得知的事
But still I'm here fighting to never give up
但我仍會堅守陣地永遠不灰心放棄
I find strength in Your love and You will see me through
在祢的愛中我尋得力量而只有祢洞悉我內心
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊儘管我穿過了死亡陰影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我並不懼怕因為祢讓我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don' t have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已經時日無多
To tell the world that there's no time left, Lord please
無法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫,主啊求求祢
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊儘管我穿過了死亡陰影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我並不懼怕因為祢讓我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已經時日無多
To tell the world that there's no time left
無法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊儘管我穿過了死亡陰影的深谷
Shadow of death, shadow of death, shadow of death
死亡陰影,死亡陰影,死亡陰影
Lord please
主啊求求祢
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊儘管我穿過了死亡陰影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我並不懼怕因為祢讓我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已經時日無多
To tell the world that there's no time left
無法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫