they couldn't save me

Stuck inside, might fade away
被囚禁在裡面，可能會消失
I've been taking this day to day
我一直在思考這個問題
I've been making up white lies
我一直在編造善意的謊言
In the summertime, can't run astray
在夏天，不能誤入歧途
Feel like my minds on pandemic
感覺我在思考著新冠
All the things i can't stomach
所有我無法忍受的事情
Therapy, i ran through it
心理治療，我經歷過
Bad vibes til my heart plummets
不好的感覺，直到我心臟驟停
My arms weak, and my chest hurts
我的手臂無力，胸口疼痛
Staying cold inside sweatshirts
穿著運動衫感覺寒冷
I got three scars on my torso
我身上有三處疤痕
Cuz it cut deep when i met her
因為當我遇見她的時候，她深深刺痛了我
But that's old news
但那已是往事
Sitting up in this cold room
坐在這個冰冷的房間裡
Laying down when i need to
在我需要時躺下
All the clothes that i bleed through
所有我流過血的衣服
Yea
是的
I don't wanna talk anymore
我不想再說了
Closed off behind open doors
把開啟的門關閉
Mom's here, doesn't understand me
媽媽來了，她不理解我在想什麼
Surrounding me, but still feel abandoned
包圍著我，但仍感覺被拋棄
Lotta things that they never will see
許多東西他們永遠也看不到
Midday, but i'm falling asleep
中午，但我快睡著了
These people never honest with me
這些人從來不對我說實話
Because i won't get better, no promise to keep
因為我不會好起來，沒有承諾可言
Maybe i'll try to relax
也許我該試著放鬆一下
Asking a lot, but avoiding the facts
問了很多，但卻逃避現實
I wanna know if there's hope in the end
我想知道最後是否還有希望
I've been trying to cope, but i'm moping instead
我一直在努力適應，但我卻悶悶不樂
Slow it down
且慢
Heart's rhythm keeps slowing down
心臟的節奏緩慢下來
Bloods moving, it goes around
血液在流動，直到停止
Until it stops, it's over now
一切都結束了