Smile n Hearts

(Intro) You know my mama use to always say that struggle is worth it
It goes with then struggle is purpose
And purpose is what youre working
And alot of people dont wanna live to see that
To me, they should (Verse)
Its hard to dream with your eyes wide open
But if you keep em closed you cant really see where youre going
And maybe
Im just a dreamer and the world aint really my home
And on the outside of my mind is the only place
I belong And
Im trapped inside a soda just way too broke to be strong
And thats trapped inside a life thats just way too long to be gone
And I give shit
I give yeah it takes too much to be whole
The irony in that shit man sometimes is great to be wrong
And I smile but shit gets harder cause my heart is growing
Further apart from the other vessels that make me more of my soul
That make me less of a help to everything that surrounds me
Its tough to know
Im lost but its harder to think
I found me
Lining all the remnants the pain all his descendents
My fear has never been falling
Im deathly scared of ascendance
Damn ,but
I guess thats gotta mean something
Im out of this world than
Im just hoping that
I leave something (Hook)
Smile n hearts, there are things that tear us all apart
But I still smile with my heart,
Even though that shit bound to be torn apart
And I , I still (dream)
I still (dream),
I-I still(dream),
I still (dream) (I believe in you, no matter what weve been through,I believe) (Verse)
I met a kid out in
Vegas desperately wanna make it
He said he runnin from pain and just wants to know what will shake it
His girlfriend just had a baby ,he out and he aint around
Aint got the skills to raise no kid ,
I never got to be a child
Never got to figure out what
I wanted for mine,my dad bounced like a faggot
My mama was gone all the time, my stomach touching my spine
I had to go fucking grind,
I took everything
I wanted The world was never fucking mine
These lanch, they keep on feeding me lies
The sun of a generation they keep denying me shine
They sayin the world is mine but wont allow me to rise
So I got hell all in my heart and hatred all in my eyes
Im frown, from my head to my soul
And I give shit
I give but it takes too much to be whole,yeah
Ah, I just want someone to believe in me , tell me they know
Im heard
But the goodness is all they see in me and (Hook)
Smile n hearts, there are things that tear us all apart
But I still smile with my heart,
Even though that shit bound to be torn apart
And I , I still (dream)
I still (dream),
I-I still (dream),
I still (dream) (I believe in you, no matter what weve been through,I believe) (Verse)
Beaten to a pole, from the bottom she made it
You can see
Im on the scan no discards if honestly fading
She look up into the mirror and what sheseeing she hating
So much evil in this world and its beauty just masquerades it
They hide behind all their secrets ,hide behind all their pain
Ive been through so fucking much shit its about to drive me insane
Sometimes
I wish all the beating would knock it all out of my brain
Someone would just take the picture and crop me out of the frame
Yeah,and thats whats stollen my worth
Dont judge me about my appearance my soul is lower than dirt
My hearts been broken so many times
I dont know if it works
And all I have is this smile and
Im so lonely its hurting
And Im froze stuck up in this place
I only feel alone
And I give shit
I give, but it takes too much to be whole
I want someone to fucking love me,
Im tired to coming last to everything thats above me (Interlude)
And I smile,maybe its a parody of all the tragedy inside us
We keep secrets like abortions,
Life stolen then frozen within our psychic lies on ice
Dancing with the demons ,lips that rarely speak the truth
Aclamated by what weve been through,the mind is a terrible thing to waste
And at the same time its a terrible place to wait
Im wasting away,starting expiring,
I see fire when your teeth show
Pride often of ego, thrown off like parts between silabes
Hook ups that cant be scared away, dreams not easily to decipher , conquer
But I still smile too but and inside
Im beating my knuckles,tear,blood and hope
And even stur away
I wonder what it would feel like to be beautiful
To feel like rain on rose petals,to feel like sunshine
And have a life without suffering constantly
I find myself awaken through it all and inevitably risen
Rippen like fruit branches on the tree of knowledge
And again
I wonder why the good have to suffer
What it means to be gentle, what we mean to one another
What it means to be a lover (Outro)
Smile n hearts, there are things that tear us all apart
But I still smile with my heart,
Even though that shit bound to be torn apart
And I , I still dream
You still dream,
We still dream
Everyday, cause
I believe in you ,