I Just Wanna Die

I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life
And for me to end it would be so nice
Somebody driving on this back street
So i could leave my ************t all on the back seat
Cause i dont love my life no more
So i dont wanna fight no more
I felt this way before but it died out
So i shot my ******* eye out
Nobody understands me help
But i dont understand my self
I always find myself bein trapped
And my drugs that i take so im at
That point in my mother******* life
Where i dont wanna live a ******* lie
I just wanna die
I just wanna die
Die
I just wanna die
Die
Lets go on a journey
Boldly go where no man has gone before
Buckle up and lets take a ride
I want you to watch me commit suicide
Were headed for a place in a dark land
In desperate search of that dark man
But dont you move keep it right there
I wanna bring you smooth into my nigh*******are
Dont be afraid of watching life bleed
Explore my every thought, come out and sightsee
Theres no man alive, that can promise breath
But once we arrive, i can promise death
And now were headed for the crossroads
Gettin deeper in the lost coves
And once we arrive
Close your mother******* eyes
Cause im about to die
Will wake up
What, what, what, what man?
Damn you aint been listenin man?
This ************t is real, man, i dont give a ******* will, you payin attention
Just drive *******, damn?
You listenin, will its goin down, right ******* now
I put the pistol to my temple
See the bullet in the chamber
****ed it back and out of anger
I pulled the crack, see the shells jump out the side
Now im fallin back, im seein faces but theyre all in black
Im hearin sounds but i cant hear
Im seein pictures in my head but they aint clear
My every picture flashed at full speed
And now im feelin like im loosin my grips on all reality
But my realitys a battle g
And i was tired of havin talks with myself about mentality
End it all i stand tall
Apparently i wasnt patient enough to hear the man call
So now i leave myself to strive or die
But ive lost all my hopes inside
And i just wanna die
Yo will wake the ******* up
What, what, what, man, damn?
Man im talkin about killin myself man
Wanna kill yourself?
Thats right i dont give a *******
Right? what you think im playin
Argument,gunshot,car crash...