I Wonder

I wonder if my parents never met
Middle man made a killing yo I wonder will I ever meet the nect
Wonder how these ****** sellout for a check
Wonder if she knows I woulda made her wifey if she had a better rep
Wonder why they dont wanna see me shine
Wonder will I ever leave the streets?
Behind so I can have a piece of mind
I wonder why I love buyin ice
Wonder how my ***** Cash and Hydro felt when the judge gave them life
Lets go I wonder how they cope
I wonder if my chick would still love me if I was broke
I wonder how all these guns get into my area
Wonder why they care about celebs instead of Syria
Wonder will get a L play or get merked
Wonder why they care about someone elses net worth
I wonder out of all my tracks whats my best verse
And I wonder if them paigons know they about to get burst
Its Nines
What kinda person would you have been
If you grew up in Hampstead instead of Harlesden
Once you grew up in High Wycombe instead of Harlesden
Who knows look at the stuff youve been through
And what youre surrounded by
Your environment dont define you
But how do you transcend it
But at the same time youre growing
Mandem are listening to you and youtdem are listening to you
What are you gonna do with that platform now
Thats what you wanna ask yourself
Wonder will the lord forgive me for my sins
Wonder if them lifers hear me on the radio
Or miss me on the wing
I know they wonder what kinda numbers my bud line do
Wonder if them broke ****** know I was just like you
Wonder will Arsenal ever win the league
Wonder why they notice my bad and not my good deeds
Wonder why Im so cool with all this **** in the base
Wonder howd it be if I grew up in a different place
Free my *****
Wonder I wish he was free
I can hear them sirens comin wonder if its for me
I had my hand on a scale when you was touchin the remote
They dont put in work but got nerve to wonder why they broke
All these new **** ** actin like they graffed it with me
Family member holla only when they askin for P
I know they wonder how I kill these tracks
Its the middle of the drought
I know they wonder how we still got packs
Its Nines
Would you be the same if you had the opportunity
To access the other groups
We would just naturally have born in time
No what are we gonna do about that
What can we build
Can we change anything or is it just set the way its set
I dont know I wonder the same stuff all the time
Theres a certain essence that you have
Theres a certain spirit inside of you that has to come out
That is a part of who you are as well
Theres Nines and then theres Courtney
They act like the mandem on the street corner are the criminals
But the real criminals are in suits and ties
Sending arms to crazy countries around the world
War is profitable murder is profitable
You understand
And then they look at us like Yo you people are the
Our badness aint nuttin compared to their badness
Their badness is real badness and our badness is joke badness
And when youre on the road ting you gotta ask yourself
Boy year in year out the food gets in and out of the country
You aint got no place
You know what I mean and your connects connects connects connects connect
Whos that man you understand
Illegal drugs is worth 16 billion a year to the UK economy
That aint used in Harlesden or Tottenham or Peckham or East Glasgow
Its someone else somewhere else making most of that P
But theres bigger questions
Yo Nines