lost the fight

Some days I look up at the sky
Asking myself is that a better place to hide
Nobody knows the real me I'm living in disguise
Nobody really cares so would they care if
I wasn 't alive
Lately its been so hard
Oh I've gave it my all
I've tried to put all the pieces together
But They never fit so I guess I'm a failure
But if I kept trying
Would it even be worth it
Most likely be wasting my time
Probably Wasting my nights
But if I kept hoping
And started believing again
Would it even be worth it
Tryna win this game called life
When I've already lost the fight
Battling my Mind
Dark thoughts taking over, I feel like I'm paralyzed
Tryna survive but I'm on a low
Tryna stay alive but I'm losing hope
Lately its been so hard (so hard)
Oh I've gave it my all
I' ve tried to put all these pieces together
But They never fit so I guess I'm a failure
But if I kept trying
Would it even be worth it
Most likely be wasting my time
Probably Wasting my nights
But if I kept hoping
And started believing again
Would it even be worth it
Tryna win this game called life
When I've already lost the fight