supposed to

It's been four months since I heard from you
Somebody told me that you moved again
And I know that you blocked me
But I still try
And check up on you every once in a while
Just to make sure you're doing okay
Yeah
I know I'm supposed to hate you and wish we'd never met
I know I'm supposed to blame you for everything you said
Pretend we never happened at all
Rub it in your face whenever you call
I know I'm supposed to but still
I know I never will
I know it was messy how it ended
But I wouldn't change a word of that text I sent
But the way that we fought and we cried in your living room
And you told me that I was a fool to run from you
I would do it all again
Yeah
I know I'm supposed to hate you and wish we'd never met
I know I'm supposed to blame you for everything you said
Pretend we never happened at all
Rub it in your face whenever you call
I know I'm supposed to but still
I know I never will
I know I'm supposed to
I know I'm supposed to
You love to tell yourself that I ruined you
But you never thought that you hurt me too
Still I would never take it back
I would never take it back
I know I'm supposed to hate you and wish we'd never met
But you know that's not true